[Siddy]

you do not have to read this, I am just getting my feeling out,

Im so stressed, but I try not to show it, I don't want people to feel sorry, but I cant hold it any longer, this winter has been horrid, apparently I cant even have a guy friend without people thinking were are dating, The insults that this Ignorant kid thinks are ok, when he really wants to be my friend, and wants me to forgive, I don't forgive easy, and I don't trust easy, I have threatened to punch him, and he still countiues, at this point it feels like I NEED to punch him to get my anger out.
my eye got infected and wont go away because that doof thru a snowball at it which had ice in it and he "didn't know."

im a outdoor person, and we have never had such a bad winter its been negatives so many days, I cant rot in side of a house. in which I am. there has never been snow on my birthday, its in march we have like 3 foot and I don't think that its melting by then.

I hate making people feel bad for me, but I had to get this out, I had to release it all,

but when you have no one to talk to you just hold it in, and then it builds up and its released all at one.