[starry--knight]

Major Vent Art.... I dont usually do these, but today put me over the edge...so here i am.

Like every day, me and my boyfriend go to a certain spot with some of my friends in the cafeteria. We got there early, so the table was empty. A minute later one of my friends comes in, but as soon as she see's us, so looks disgusted. She throws her stuff onto the table and asks "why are you still here?" i looked up at her confused. "Why are you still sitting here at this table?" she asked. Now i was even more confused, for we have always sat in the same spot every day..... So i asked her what she meant, and she replied, "Im speaking for everyone at the table when i say, nobody wants you here. Your just taking up space and more important people need this seat. So your not allowed to sit here anymore...." My best friend for 4 years was saying this to me. And it hurt deep. Ive never felt rejection before like this...and it hurts. Ive never been mean to any of them, never raised my voice. Gone above and beyond to make them laugh, help them with work....and i cant say im the nicest person in the world, but every day i try my best to be. Anyways, this little conversation basically made me brake down crying and i ran out of the cafeteria embarrassed and, hurt and upset. I would have thought my friends wouldnt treat me like that.....so i guess its just me and my boyfriend now. Nice to know people who i thought were my friends were so far from being just that

end rant....

EDIT: fast art is fast..im not proud of it, but at the moment the art isnt really important to me

[Charchar2]

I'm so sorry to hear your 'friend' would do that </3
beautiful art, hope you feel better ^n^

[SukarettoYanagi]

I know that feeling. And I'm so sorry you had to go through that.
I would with that kind of hurt and pain on no one.
Again, I'm deeply and truelt sorry about this.

[starry--knight]

I'm so sorry to hear your 'friend' would do that </3
beautiful art, hope you feel better ^n^

Thank you<3

I know that feeling. And I'm so sorry you had to go through that.
I would with that kind of hurt and pain on no one.
Again, I'm deeply and truelt sorry about this.

Thank you as well<3 this experience is definitely not something i would wish on anyone...because no one deserves to feel this way. Im sorry you have had to experience something of this sort :C

[SukarettoYanagi]

I agree, and I haven't really spoken to you, but I have seen you around. You seem to be a very nice person and again, I'm completely sorry about this. It doesn't bother me anymore, I've been dealing with it for years now. I've found it more worth my time helping others in their times of need rather than talking with people in schools ^^'

[starry--knight]

I agree, and I haven't really spoken to you, but I have seen you around. You seem to be a very nice person and again, I'm completely sorry about this. It doesn't bother me anymore, I've been dealing with it for years now. I've found it more worth my time helping others in their times of need rather than talking with people in schools ^^'

See and thats a very noble and strong thing to do. It takes a good person with a strong personality to turn around and help others despite things your going through. I seriously applaud you for that, because i struggle to do so myself. And thank you, i really do try to be nice to everybody, and to be patient. I appreciate you taking your time to talk and post these very uplifting posts C:

[orpheus.]

If she would say such a thing to you, then she never really was your friend. I'm sorry for you having to go through this, I can't say I've ever been through it myself (since...well...I only have two friends which I met from birth xD) but I think I know the feeling anyway. I'm sure you'll meet nicer people, that are truly your friends and they'll recognize you for who you are. Keep up the art...it's beautiful. <3

[SukarettoYanagi]

Glad I could make you a bit happier. And I truely hope the hurt goes away. C:

[starry--knight]

Thank you Willow<3 if you ever need anything or want to talk, keep me in mind , I'm always around If you need me C:

If she would say such a thing to you, then she never really was your friend. I'm sorry for you having to go through this, I can't say I've ever been through it myself (since...well...I only have two friends which I met from birth xD) but I think I know the feeling anyway. I'm sure you'll meet nicer people, that are truly your friends and they'll recognize you for who you are. Keep up the art...it's beautiful. <3

Thank you for the advice <3 I always thought I was a good judge of character when it came to picking my friends, but I guess, I cant help it if they change. And thank you for your time for posting

[SukarettoYanagi]

Will do, and same thing with me. I let the people who know me in RL their 'horrible, horrible theripist' X3