I feel like I've lost my best friend, the person I've known since birth...(no, not my mother xP) and the person who's been there for me from most times. I don't know...last time we met it was awkward and difficult, also somewhat boring but that might of just been because of me...I'm a boring person. :L
But yeah, if she wants to move on then I'll move on too, I might just be misunderstanding it all but I don't know...I've just gotten overly emotional this past week.
meh.
The grey cat represents her and others (that I couldn't be bother drawing) and yeah...didn't make it her Fursona because that'd cause too much trouble.
Ciel/me is meant to be standing in the back, whilst the grey cat is in the front.
I'll go cry at a lightbulb now...

