username + number :: Zigzagoon 97981
kalon name :: Kai (he/they)
prompt ::Their appearance may lead you to believe that the biggest fear they conquered has something to do with the dark depths of the ocean, or the vast endless open seas. Alas, those are things that Kai knew he could never fully conquer, for could nature ever be truly conquered? The waves and storms were unpredictable and filled him with fear, but that was almost the charm, something that got the adrenaline going. The ocean was also where he felt most at home.
Kai doesn't enjoy being surrounded by others. In fact, if he'd had it his way, he would have been sailing alone. He didn't know what it was exactly he was afraid of - embarrassing himself? Not being impressive enough? It was an odd fear for him to get to grips with. But that's where his crew comes in. Joining others who share a passion for the high seas just as he does was the first step to overcoming his fear. It gave him a job to focus on, and it got him to talk more and open up with those who worked beside him. Making someone laugh, now that felt good, as did having a partner by their side when the waves were particularly rough; they could overcome it together. Rising through the ranks on the ship was just a bonus to their growing confidence.
While they still aren't fond of large crowds, they find stepping back on land a lot more bearable these days, because they know that the crew has their back. [255]