user + id#: Ucanthandleme + 809102
name: Uki
what are they hiding:
I hid it well, so well I almost couldn’t remember what it felt like, what it looked like, what it acted like. I myself had hidden it so well I had trouble remembering where I put it. I had hid it long ago, there were too many people longing to get hold of it. I couldn’t let anyone have it, not even me it seems. They came with gems and gold promising me riches for the location of it. It was quite funny really to think they believed money would allow them to obtain it. I myself had more precious metal than one could spend in a lifetime, why would I need their money? Others tried a less direct approach, trying to sing words of love in my ear. Perhaps some were truthful in their endeavour but others were not, even the ones that were truthful though could not stop the small glints of greed in their eyes. They wanted the hidden object and I was merely it’s holder.
Hours became days, days became months, months became years. I saw so many types of people in search of things that I had hid. They came to my castle in optimism, confident smiles on their faces and spark in their walk. Each one would leave without hope. I knew that they cursed me. Cursed me for hiding it away, but even I struggled to remember where it was hidden away. I had locked it up as a child, in a cold dark room. I twisted and turned ivory chains over it, spinning them around until the whole thing was covered. Then I put it in a box, a box made of darkness and hid it away. I had to after all, because at that moment I thought it would break. I could have bought it out again, when I grew older, but my mind was still that of a child in the cold dark room; I thought it would break so it stayed hidden.
It seems however, although it was easier hiding it away than facing it, I forgot where I had placed it. It seems like not only another but I myself could not break it. I had hid it so well. I could not remember what it felt like; the beat of my heart in my chest from excitement or pain. I could not remember what it looked like; the expression of emotion on my face from the feelings in my heart. I could not remember what it acted like; how a normal person acted with a heart. I had hid it too well, even though I didn't know where it was, they didn't know either. I knew I could not get my heart back, but they couldn’t get it either. Nothing could find my heart, so nothing could break my heart.
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extra:
Diary entry:
Unfortunately I had to get a new butler, the last one tried to win my heart. I mean good on them, but roses are so last season. I hope they find me a competent butler this time, I have so much work to do. Where would I find the time for romance through these stacks of documents? I simply need a new butler fast.
Diary entry:
A new butler came today, he's simply perfect. I can only compare him to a robot, all his work was done methodically and perfectly, not an ink drop out of place. He also made sure to keep a distance, maybe finally I'll have someone trustworthy who isn't after my heart.
Diary entry:
Oh no, oh no, oh no.
Diary entry:
Unfortunately I have fallen. My heart has been taken and I don't believe I'll be able to get it back. This however isn't the biggest problem. The one I've lost my heart too doesn't think anything of me. That stupid robot butler. Truly how this happened I have no clue, but now it has, I have to think of how to get their heart too. It shouldn't be too hard… right?
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