Username: ToxicShadow
Lion Name: Lee Ah
Lion Gender: Female
Pride: Oddity PridePride Status: Undecided Member
Do Without Me:Growing up, Lee Ah had always dreamed of falling in love. She wanted something warm, but ordinary. Nothing spectacular. She didn't want to be a princess with a fairy tale ending. She just wanted someone comforting to be beside her for the rest of her life.
She was just a young lioness when she thought she had found that love. Her eyes followed him everywhere, and his followed her. He confessed to her during the "romantic holiday." He was warm and comforting. His presence made her heart flutter, and she was excited by this fact. She became utterly, helplessly infatuated with him.
And before they knew it, long before they had planned for it, Lee Ah became pregnant. It was a shock, but the two intended to be together, regardless. But things did not go as planned. His parents had a considerably higher ranking within their pride than she. His family disapproved of her, and her family was furious. Still, they remained together.
Until their hope was shattered. When Lee Ah had an accident and lost the two cubs before they even had the chance to be born into the world, a rift formed between them. They felt so much pain and hurt that they lashed out at each other and the damage could not be repaired. For Lee Ah, in that moment when they parted, her love had become hate for him.
Ever since that time, Lee Ah has sworn off love, seeming to believe that she is not deserving of it. Those were his final words to her, after all, that has been etched into her broken heart.
"Don't ever love again. You aren't deserving of it. You should be alone forever." Thus, she lives like that. Empty. Unable to feel love, and entirely resenting the very idea of it. Even if she is lonely.
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