by 76heart » Fri Nov 02, 2018 9:39 am
gifs were made by me, from Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban, please do not use them without asking first <3



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76heart ●
aisling lalor ●
she/her ●
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aisling, meaning dream, vision
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xxxChange, a time for newness, rebirth, an ever flowering stream. No rippling wave passed over a rock the same; each was changing, different, something new. It was everywhere, in every little thing. Inescapable, intrinsic, and something that touched everything. Not even the oldest and most stubborn mountains could remain unchanged as rivers carved away at it's side and trees dug their roots through it's ancient skin, and even rocks began to fade and erode with time. There was no escaping change, no running from it, and if one does not learn to bend with the breeze like the branches of trees, and accept the change and the path on which they now flow, then they will break. If one refuses to change, they will be left behind, in the dirt, forgotten. It was not always something she accepted, but she has learned to embrace it, because in rejecting it, she lost the things most dear to her. Her mother's necklace, it was her dearest thing, and she lost it, because she had been unwilling to accept change.
xxxChange, a starting over, an overturning tide, a fresh start. Aisling wished she had known that then, known it before she lost everything she held dear. She shouldn't have tried to fight it, to run from it, to say no. She should have accepted it, let go of her inhibitions, and run with it, not against. She knew that now, and she so wished she had known it then.
xxxChange. The thing to ruin it all for her, to take everything away, and yet, now one of the most important things to her, the thing she valued most. She had learned her lesson, and she would never scorn change again. She would let change be her guide, and she would listen to where it told her to go. Never again would she lose it all because she refused to change her colors like the autumn leaves, or bend with the winds of change that threatened to pull her lose. Never again would she stand still against them, she would follow them, go with them, let them take her to her path. Never again would she ignore change's redesign.
xxxFrom the very start in truth, Aisling hadn't been a normal kit by any definition of the world. She had been blessed with a gift- or well, a curse in the eyes of most-, a gift of giving dreams. She need only to speak what someone could dream of, or touch their sleeping form and send a thought to give them a dream, and on the rarest of occasions, she can walk amongst the dreams she gives, though she knows not how that comes to pass. Her father never knew what to think of her "gift", and her mother, well, she feared for her, and did everything she could to protect her, stifling her desires to wander, and her wishes to explore and make friends, sheltering her from all of the world, so no one could harm her only child, and try and take from her the gift she had been given.
xxxWith time however, Aisling became harder to keep in place, harder to keep inside, and increasingly difficult to tame. She cared nought for the studies her mother surrounded her with, or the unsure and wary scowls of her father when she was near, and she learned to escape their manor home, to sneak out and explore. Aisling listened to no one but herself and her own direction, her own heart's compass, and that quickly became clear.
xxxShe would go to the forest at night, and run through the thousands of trees, meeting the animals, hearing their songs, and she came to know them so well. She knew the rain in the sky, and the birds that flew above the clouds, and even the bears that nestled in their dark dens. She would spend every night there, giving them dreams, learning their ways when she was alone with only them, away from her mother, her father, and the suffocating walls of her home.
xxxDuring the days she would turn to the town, and introduce herself to the people there, eager to make new friends who understood the tongue she spoke. At first they welcomed her with open arms, but then, as they began to realize what her gift was, and that she was not like them, and naturally, when people found something different to them, they began to fear it, and so they feared her. That fear then turned to a frenzy, a same panic that stretched to many, and her mother's fear had come true. They had found she was different, and they wanted her gone, no matter what it would take to do so.
xxxThey could no longer stay in the manor they called home, and her mother quickly told Aisling they had to go, and Aisling refused. She told her mother that she didn't want the change, that she did not want to leave everything she had and start over. She didn't want to change towns, to change her life, to change her home, to change her friends and her forest and the earth that she walked. She wanted it to stay exactly as it always had, and her refusal and her mother's panic turned their match of shouts explosive, and Aisling ran into the woods, in the middle of a rainstorm that had quickly come upon their town. She didn't look back, she just ran into the darkness as the icy rain drops tore into her fur, and along the way a branch ripped the necklace from her neck, but when she turned to find it, it had gone. The necklace was a gift from her mother, from a time before her life was sheltered by the kalon's fear, and she treasured it like nothing else. She loved her mother, truly, but she loved that time of her more. Aisling got lost in the woods searching, blinded by the pouring rain, and when she finally returned the next morning, she discovered her home had been struck by lighting, and the old wood of it's walls caught fire, and her parents were gone.
xxxShe had lost her necklace, her parents, and her home, because she refused to embark on a change. Never again would she refuse it.
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76heart on Tue Nov 27, 2018 5:00 pm, edited 6 times in total.