by lex » Wed Aug 09, 2017 4:45 am
━━━━━━━━━ JANNA . FAWKES . TERZA ━━━━━━━━━❝ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ɪs ʀᴇʟᴀᴛɪᴠᴇ; ɪᴍᴍᴏʀᴛᴀʟɪᴛʏ ɪs ʜᴇʟʟ. ❞
basically…
[ username: ] lex
[ gender: ] female
[ sexuality: ] aro/bi
[ species: ] vampire
[ age: ] 239
[ birthday: ] dec. 4th
[ occupation: ] necromancer
skills
[ strength: ] •••○○
[ dexterity: ] •••○○
[ constitution: ] •••••
[ wisdom: ] ••○○○
[ intelligence: ] •••○○
[ charisma: ] ••○○○
murdered in the night
for the most part, janna doesn’t
remember what happened to her
when she was murdered on that
day. the iron details have left
her, but she does know that it was
a fairly random encounter. while
her mind is fuzzy, there have been
a few details she has managed to
iron out. she remembers that she
had been out, just taking a walk
in the chilly fall night, enjoying
the quiet as she was oft prone to
do. she did remember feeling
at ease, even, not anxious or
worried, and then she had heard
something that shehad thought at
first to just be a wild creature rust-
ling in the undergrowth. however,
she had been wrong in just
assuming what it was; fear had
sparked in her heart as the rust-
ling had grown louder and some-
thing jumped out at her; another
viscet. it had happened quick-
ly, and she hadn’t the time to re-
spond before the attack was over,
and her eyes had closed,
letting darkness wash over her.
when she awoke, finally, changed,
it was two months afterwards and
she was raised in the darkness of a
lunar eclipse. she had been so, so
confused, and in reality, she still is,
sometimes. that is when her old
story ended… and her new one began.♦
Risen
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Janna Terza had been wandering Eterna's lands for two centuries, twenty-seven years, four months, and two days.
And she was... tired. Oh, so tired. But she couldn't stop; she could never stop, never, for she was on a very, very important quest. She was what some could consider a necromancer. Her magic, vampiric in nature, just like her, could raise the dead as her thralls; at least, it could raise the dead body. The corpse━the carcass. Never the soul. Never the soul. The soul was something sacred, and Janna wasn't afraid to get her hands dirty to protect that sacred thing.
Her "occupation", of sorts, was simple in thought━to release souls, ghosts and the enslaved undead from their bonds here on the material plane. She dealt with these things in whatever way was the most conclusive for the lost soul; helping a vengeful revenant find their revenge, or setting a ghost free by burning their remains. She never did any of these things without consent, of course, but she did it for a very firm reason: immortality, as being undead often pertained, was horrible. It was a terrible, terrible curse, and she knew it from experience.
You see, Janna Fawkes Terza was not always a vampire. Two centuries ago, she was murdered in the shadows of the night, hidden from civilization and all but her family. Her father, a viscet whom she was incredibly close to, was the one to find her mangled body, hidden among the undergrowth and barely visible. He had sobbed loudly in grief over her body, kneeling down with her lifeless form below him, and it was in this manner that, for hours, that he grieved the loss of his only daughter. It took a lot of energy for him to finally take her and to present the unfortunate news to the rest of her family━the only one else, her mother. While not as torn as her father, her mother had, too, very much loved her, and grieved for her just the same, until finally her father came up with an idea, one he did not share with his mate, but one he completed in secret.
She did not rise immediately. No; she did not return but for four months, when the land where her body had been buried was darkened in the noon by the eclipse. That is when she felt the breath of life once more, but she did not want it. She had died; she had seen the Hereafter. She didn't want to come back.
But come back she did, and changed irreversibly, immortal and undead. It was a curse, she decided, especially after she experienced one of the first great hardships of eternity. Only two years after reuniting with her family, her father died while traveling. Her mother, frail with illness, fared not much longer before she, too, fell into the silent grasp of death. Janna was alone, and she felt so, so unfulfilled. So unnatural. So cursed.
It was while she cleaned her family's home, soon to be abandoned, though not forgotten, that she began to think of her life, what it would be. She could rid herself of this blasted curse, perhaps; she could search for a cure. But... there was also something that, after the first day, crossed her mind.
She could help others, maybe.
She wasn't the only one like this; drawn into the curse of immortality by the experiments and toying of magics by mortals. Perhaps she could help, she thought, help to set things right. She could lead those that still could back to the Hereafter; or, at the very least, she could try.
With her newfound curse, bestowed only out of love, she vowed to help. To help as much as possible for her paws to do.

A Single Companion
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For the most part, Janna traveled alone. She did not want to get close with the short-lived mortals, because she knew time, for her, would seem to pass faster and faster. Her only option in companions were the longer-lived races of Eterna, which she was hesitant even about them, and those like her: those that had this same misfortune as she, with the same curse, and one that did not mind what she was. This would be a feat in and of itself, of course.
That being said, she didn't really want to truly befriend those that she helped; she was very much afraid of the hardship that would come of losing friends. It was probably her least favorite part of the quest she had decided to undertake. Besides that, spirits could rarely ever move far from their remains or the item they were bound to, so it would be difficult, anyways.
Through the centuries she had been alive, for the most part, she had done her job well. Sometimes, it had been far harder than others, and other times the dead had simply refused her help. When they refused her help, she always felt... guilty. Like it was her fault that they had decided to be against her, or to continue walking Eterna's surface. She tried never to press too hard, but she often did, even to other's irritation; she was afraid that one day they may regret that choice. Though, to be fair, if they did... she'd probably still be around to help.
There was one spirit, though, that Janna had befriended, and one she didn't feel guilty about not helping him to the Hereafter. His name was Sebastian, and he had died only some forty years prior to her first meeting with him. He was a lonely thing, that winter spirit, but he seemed to blend in to his surroundings. He was cold to just stand around, not to mention the snow and near constant snowfall of his "home". Sebastian had first mistaken her for a lost creature, and he had greeted her, gently and carefully, warning her that nothing was to fear; he had asked her, in a gentle, almost parental way, calming and comforting, if she was lost. Her answer was, of course, no; she had heard of rumors of his presence in these hidden-away parts. He didn't seem confused by the statement. Rather, he only gave a small smile and had asked her in that same calming tone of voice why she had come there to see, as he put it, “little ol' me”?
She has told him of what she did, and he listened attentively, his pale eyes centered on her and his slightly see-through ears pricked up, listening at every word she spoke. When she finished telling him why she was here, he watched her for a few seconds, looking almost like a foggy dream. And then he had smiled and looked down, shaking his head.
“No,” he had told her plainly. “I'm sorry, my friend. I have to stay.”
At first, Janna was disheartened; she couldn't imagine why anyone would want to live in this sort of life. Here in the barren cold, where no one dared venture unless they had to. At least she, in her loneliness, could be around others, even if but for a short while. So she asked a question not unexpected: “Why?” And he explained. He had gone out into the cold, searching for a lost friend, when a blizzard hit. Unaccustomed to traveling in such extreme conditions, Sebastian's body could not stand up against them for long, and with that, he perished, but did not find himself dead. Instead, he woke up here, in the barren wastes of the winter cold, where he only ever did manifest in said wintertime, sometimes early fall or late spring if the snows prevailed enough. And he had also explained that, much like her, he had made a vow to save others. No one should have to face the pitiful death he had, curled up and clutching his clothes close for warmth. He vowed to lead anyone out who got lost in these winter lands, even if it would only be a small thing.
Janna understood, in a way. That did not mean she did not press him; she was far too stubborn to let go, until finally she got the hint. His decision was frozen in place; he was not leaving.
Accepting this answer, Janna promised herself to visit Sebastian again. Perhaps they could be companions, somewhat, friends brought together by vows and this terrible thing that was un-death.
Before she left, she had one more question to ask of him.
“Did you ever find your friend?”
Sebastian gazed at her, and his smile slowly dropped, and when he exhaled she felt the cold winter's breath running through her fur. There was a long pause and Janna knew Sebastian's answer before he even spoke, and soon after the answer, his form was blown away, as if by the icy wind.
“No.”

Personality
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Janna is very opinionated and very set in her ways. She is fairly stubborn, and sometimes can push a little too hard if she’s trying to, in her eyes, help, even if makes the other party uncomfortable. She’s trying to get a little over this, though, especially after meeting and becoming friends with Sebastian. That doesn’t at all mean it’s been cured, of course, and it’s something she’s still very bad at accidentally doing.
That being said, Janna means well. She is very determined and headstrong, and she doesn’t let failure get her down, even when it should. She tends to be rather reserved and anti-social; she does not like being around others if she can help it, primarily due to her incredibly negative outlook on her “curse”. She tends to be very pessimistic, except when she is trying to convince others to be at rest; she tries her best to be persuasive and optimistic in these cases.
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word count wrote:the word count excludes anything that does include letters (i.e. '[' is not considered a word. it also does not include the words in this text box.
total words: ~1900 / 2000
Last edited by
lex on Sun Aug 27, 2017 4:54 am, edited 17 times in total.