⊰ SHAHIN LAMYA QUETZALCOATL ⊱
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Usᴇʀɴᴀᴍᴇ: Rabbitheart
Nᴀᴍᴇ:
Shahin (main body), Lamya (tail)
Bɪᴏʟᴏɢɪᴄᴀʟ Sᴇx:
Shahin: ♂
Lamya: ♀
Gᴇɴᴅᴇʀ: Same as above
Bɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ: September 4th
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║╚═════════════╝ Iᴍᴘʀᴇss Mᴇ:BEHIND THE NAME:
My Reasons:
First off, here is the definition of their name:
Shahin: Means "peregrine falcon" in Persian.
Lamya: Means "having beautiful dark lips" in Arabic.
Quetzalcoatl: Means "feathered snake" in Nahuatl, derived from
quetzalli "feather" and
coatl "snake". In Aztec and other Mesoamerican mythology he was the god of the sky and a creator of humans.
Personally, I liked the exotic sound of Shahin and I felt that no one else would use it, which would make it more unique. Although, I'll admit that Horus and Ákos were close seconds and thirds for his first name, especially Horus since I'm into Egyptian Mythology, but in the end, I just liked Shahin because it sounded more demure and sorta secretive, like underneath his docility, there lay something fierce inside.
I chose Lamya for non-literal reasons. I know that the mouth on the tail doesn't have dark lips, nor could they be said to be beautiful, but I felt that there was another meaning behind the definition which sorta fit what I had in mind for Shahin's tail's head. My idea was that in her mind, she is beautiful, and it's dark in that she tends to use her mouth most commonly for mean reasons, such as biting/fighting or most commonly, to put Shahin down. I sorta had this idea that she would be sorta Gollum to Shahin's Smeagle...if you catch my drift. X3
The last name, Quetzalcoatl, I was actually on the fence about, but I kinda liked it because I thought it sorta described Shahin's tail, she's sorta like a snake in some ways, but instead of being feathered, she's furred, but her design is that of a falcon, so it seemed like a good choice.
His Mother's Reasons:
His mother had actually wound up in a lab in Persia for awhile and had come to understand and appreciate the beauty of the language there. When she had her litter of baby Zvers, which included the little mutated boy, she gave them all Persian names, even the mutated one. In giving her mutated son a nice name, she was (in a small way) defying her mate, who disliked the mutated child because he believed that he was was not biologically his son and even he was, he wouldn't have wanted to be associated as his father anyway. He had actually told her that she ought to kill him, but she refused to do so. She believed that he was deserving of life and therefore, she chose to name him. Due to how her son's markings were so similar to that of a falcon, she chose the Persian name that meant Peregrin falcon. She also chose this because she saw a majestic beauty like a falcon or eagle within her son and she was proud to call him hers.
Shahin's mother would often call him her "fluffy little peregrin falcon".
OTHER NAMES THEY'RE REFERRED TO BY
Names Used By The Lab Staff:
-Experiment #5.100
-The Project
-Zver #100
Names Used By Other Zvers:
-The Freak
-The Abomination
-Shamya
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SHAHIN'S PERSONALITY:
Shahin is very docile, but under all the submissiveness, there is a zver dying to break free of his internal prison of tractability that he caged himself in to find the strength and will to do what he wants and be all that he can be. Shahin is very sweet and loving, he has a big heart and he would love nothing more than to share all of this with another Zver or even just another being. Sadly, his Lamya has no desire to really be his friend and he is often kept separate from other Zvers by the scientists.
Shahin tends to be easily discouraged by Lamya, as she is always there to judge him on everything. He doesn't like her bullying him, but he knows that she is one of the reasons why they are surviving and that he can't really live without her. He dreams of one day being able to find the courage to tell her that opinion won't influence him, but he knows that that won't happen until after they escape from the labs.
He is a daydreamer, and a bit of an optimist. He is often trying to escape reality from time to time and dream of what it would be like if he were a free Zver or a Zver living on their home planet of Quartan3. He would much rather be happy and carefree than anything else in the world.
LAMYA'S PERSONALITY:
Lamya, by comparison is essentially the opposite of Shahin. She is recalcitrant, having a generally uncooperative attitude toward authority or discipline, she is very toxic in her attitude towards Shahin, often putting him down and making scathing remarks. Though she is mean to him, this is her way of dealing with her existence. She is jealous of Shahin because he can do more than she can and if he were to fall in love, she is afraid that she would be the third wheel, so she is actively trying to prevent him from falling in love with anyone and anyone falling love with him.
Despite all of this, she does love Shahin as a sort of brother and is very protective of him, which is why she feels the need to be the aggressive one. Due to her desire to protect him, she often stays up late in the night to watch over him while he sleeps and make sure that nothing happens, this often leads to her being very irritable in the morning.
Lamya dislikes being ignored, if she feels as if she is being ignored, she will often bite whoever is ignoring her to remind them of her presence. She is sassy and often given to being quite sarcastic. Lamya is quick to anger and is very brash, often choosing to fight when she feels threatened, even if she knows that doing so will result in a great deal of pain for her later.
She tends to be easily stressed out and often ends up biting the thing closest to her as a result; whether it be a cage bar, Shahin, a table, or the unfortunate being who happens to be standing too close to her.
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Poem:
RESCUE MEby me
Please, rescue me from this,
The pain I’d love to miss.
My heart is shattered like glass.
Rescue me from this longing,
this longing to be loved
to be understood
stop these tears that I shed
Won't you please rescue me from this?
This loneliness I'd love to leave behind,
take me away and love me.
I beg of you, to rescue me from this
This prison cell I wait in
For soon the next round of experiments shall begin
The poking, the prodding,
I feel like I'm dying.
Please, I'm begging, pleading you to rescue me from this,
this daily torture that I endure,
the nightmare that never ends,
that changes endlessly and preys upon my deepest fears.
Save me from this nightmare so I may know what it's like,
what it's like to walk among the stars, to be happy and carefree.
Please, please, I'm imploring, beseeching you to rescue me from here,
Rescue me from this and show me the stars
show me the world outside
show me wonders.
It's Always Been Worth The Fight
This story begins before my first Zver, Juniper, escaped from the labs with Marissa. Also, song quotes in italics are from the song "The Fight" by Eli Young Band.
I'm a freak. A freak among my own kind, hardly any of them even communicate with me. The lab scientists and geneticists keep me penned up separate from the rest of my kind anyway because I was their experiment. All I have for company is my tail. My tail with a mind and mouth of its own and I cannot control it. Sadly, my tail isn't the nicest or friendliest thing in the world. She has a bit of a mean streak, a will of her own and she tends to be overprotective of me. She calls herself Lamya, which she says means "having beautiful dark lips" in the human's language of Arabic. She chose her name as an act of defiance because the scientists refer to us as CC #5.100.
I feel like a monster. Who am I kidding? I am one. I'm an abomination.
I wasn't born, I was created. I was made in a test tube and then put inside my mother to give birth to. My mother. I miss her, she's still somewhere in the labs, but I've been separated from her for a long time. She loved me despite my appearance. Sadly, her mate loathed me, called me a freak and often voiced how much he wanted nothing more than to see me gone or wanted to see me die.
Sometimes, I wanted that too. If nothing more than to finally be rid of the cruel statements and facts, which I am constantly reminded of by Lamya in the dark loneliness of our containment area.
Who knows what the geneticists and scientists were aiming for when they made me, I don't even know if they feel like I was a success or not. Personally, I don't see what good could possibly be gained from All I now is a cold table, needles, and blackouts.
I should fight back, I
want to fight back, but I just lie there and take it. I've gotten used this, I've grown up with this and learned that it's just best to not fight or resist them. It just makes everything hurt more and last longer. If you don't resist, it all ends faster.
This is something that Lamya never learns, she's filled with anger and rebellion. She always fights back, often lashing out at anyone or anything when she feels threatened. She's mean spirited, but not just to everyone in the lab, she's mean to the other Zvers, and I am no exception to her wrath. She is filled with anger and rage and it only gets her in trouble...us, in trouble; because whenever she lashes out, we both get hurt.
She's the only company I have though, except for the radio the lab tech who was charged with the care of us often leaves back here with me.
Oh, that radio. How I love it. The glorious sounds that pour through it, music, it calms Lamya and lulls her to sleep almost instantly and I get a chance to be...myself. Myself without her. What I'd be like if I was normal.
No, not normal, I can never be normal. What it did was give me an idea of what it would be like if I could control Lamya, tame the anger within her. Thanks to the music I heard coming from the radio, I was, for the first time in forever, getting to feel emotions I hadn't felt in a long time, ones other than sorrow and loneliness. Some songs gave me a sense of empowerment, that I could overcome these trials I was being put through.
Music was what brought me hope in this endless, bitter war that waged within me, was a part of my daily life, and the war between myself and Lamya.
Hope, it can make you courageous. It started out small, but now it's contagious. I never realized how much of an effect my listening to music truly had on my life until the day when I acted on all the feelings that music had brought to life in me.
I wanted to escape.
This is something that I have never desired before. What life could possibly be out there for me, a Zver created by scientists to look the way that I do? Yet thanks to music, somehow, I had hope. Hope that I could have a life outside the labs where I have lived all my life.
Sadly, the day I planned to escape, I found myself in a new place. A different lab entirely and I was penned next to another Zver, a female Zver. She was a very sweet Zver and she didn't find me ugly or weird, which was very nice and something I was completely unused to. Lamya didn't trust her though, often hissing with displeasure whenever I chose to talk to her.
Her name, she said, was Juniper, a name which Marissa, the female human who had been assigned to take care of the our feeding and general care, had given her. I told her of my plans to escape and she told me of her and Marissa's plans to escape, we discussed the possibility of my escaping with them, but I was tentative.
I felt that if I went with them, I would only endanger them. I knew that the scientists would only be slightly perturbed if they found out one of their lab born zvers gotten away, but they would be out for blood if they found that I had been taken away as well. They would hunt Marissa and Juniper down until they found them and had caught them. I couldn't do that to them.
With a heavy heart, I declined their kind offer. Instead, I ended up staying behind in the labs for longer than I would have desired.
Why is it so misleading. When all you really wanted became so defeating. And time, well it only got harder.After Juniper had escaped with Marissa, the lab's security was beefed up and trying to escape became harder, in fact, it was almost impossible. I watched as other Zvers tried to escape, some successfully, but most were unsuccessful. The number of foiled attempts were so great that at times, I almost felt like giving up my hope of escape, but I knew that I had to, because I had a dream. A dream to know what the outside world was like, what the sky looked like, what the ground would look like and feel like under my paws, I wanted to smell everything. I wanted to live.
Because my life in the labs...that wasn't living. It was nothing near that glorious concept; it was existing, surviving, getting by, but it was not living.
I noticed that after awhile, security started to become more lax when all the other Zvers who had been attempting to escape had given up trying, so the humans in charge of security no longer believed that it was an issue. On one such night when security was particularly lax, which was on a very hot summer day, I decided to make my escape.
I didn't even need to attempt to plead with Lamya to help me, she was only too eager to taste freedom as well. She managed to pick the lock to our cage quite quickly and we attempted to flee though an open window which was above some crates of of medical supplies. This method of escape would have been easy if I was a normal Zver, but my mutation that makes it look like I have wings made it more difficult for me to go through tight spaces and since the window had only been open part way, I couldn't get through. I couldn't "flatten out" my "wings" to help me get through either, so I had to use a board which had come off of a crate to help me keep the window open higher so that I could get through. Apparently, we had been kept underground, because when I came out of the window, I didn't fall from several feet up.
I wanted to stay there and take it all in, but I knew I had to keep moving, had to get far, far away from the lab where they couldn't find me. The first place I thought to run to was Marissa's, I knew from my communications with Juniper that Marissa lived in the country, perhaps I'd be able to pick up their scent and follow them?
No, that was impossible, their scent would be long gone by now, but I could still try, they were the only friends I had other than Lamya...if I could really call her a friend.
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A Zver and His Tail
〖Into Shahin & Lamya's Relationship With Each Other〗
Shahin and Lamya's relationship is complicated and in some ways, quite toxic. They consider themselves to be two different entities, even it they are connected to each other, so they prefer to be referred to by their respective gender pronouns instead of a collective pronoun.
Due to their polar opposite personalities, they often get on each other's nerves. Lamya often shows no mercy to Shahin, being quick to deal him scathing remarks, harsh criticism, and reminders of the mean remarks that others have said. Believe it or not, she actually believes that talking to him in this way will help Shahin, that it will make him toughen up and cause him to become more rebellious.
Their relationship is very similar between that of a brother and sister, they may fight a great deal and seem like they dislike each other, but at the end of the day, they do love each other and genuinely care for one another.
Lamya often stays up late at night to watch over and protect Shahin while he sleeps, this often costs her because she ends up sleep deprived and very irritable, which means she becomes quick to anger as well.
After Shahin and Lamya were able to catch up to Marissa and Juniper, they had to adjust to life outside of the labs, which meant having to come to terms with one another and especially on getting Lamya to become less stressed out.
These days, they have a slightly more harmonious relationship, although it there is some strain between them as Lamya still criticizes Shahin for being a softy and weak-willed. She is also jealous on his forward facing view of the world, among many other things that she is jealous of him for.
FURTHER INFO :
♪ ♫ ♩ ♬ Shahin and the Magic of Music ♪ ♫ ♩ ♬
Shahin is very fond of music, he likes classical or orchestrated music, he's also into country music (the first genre of music he ever heard through the radio), he's also into some pop music, oldies music, really he's just a music junkie. He has acquired a deep, abiding joy for music, believing that it has brought him through many tough times. His favorite kind of music to listen to, of any genre, are the happy, upbeat, dance-able songs. The kind that weave a spell upon his heart and make him want to shed away all his cares and worries and just get up and dance along to the song.
To Shahin, music is freedom.
Freedom of expression, freedom to be yourself, freedom from all that worries you and weighs upon your mind.
It's an escape from everything when he can't physically escape, music brings him to his happy place, the only happy place he could have considering the gloom he's lived in most of his life in the labs.
Their Relationships
SHAHIN
- Geneticists: Puts up with
- Scientists: Also puts up with
- Marissa: Considers her to be a good friend
- Juniper: Also considers her to be a good friend (has a bit of a crush on her)
- Mother: Excellent relationship
- Father: Horrible relationship (his father hates him and he's resigned himself to the knowledge that his father will never love him)
- Siblings/Litter mates: Excellent relationship, but he no longer gets to see them anymore (to be honest, he has no idea what happened to them or where they are)
- Other Zvers: He gets along with other Zvers just fine, it's them who have a problem adjusting to him
LAMYA
-Geneticists: Hates and will fight to the death to prevent them from touching her.
- Scientists: Hates and will fight to the death to prevent them from touching her.
- Marissa: Tolerates
- Juniper: Hates
- Mother: Love
- Father: Hate
- Siblings/Litter mates: Tolerates
- Other Zvers: Hates and distrusts
- Normal Zver Tails: Hates, unless they have a face painted on them
LIKES & DISLIKES & QUIRKS
Likes:
Shahin's Likes:
✔ Music
✔ Listening to stories of Quartan3
✔ Making friends
✔ Dreaming
✔ "singing" along to music
✔ Cold weather
Lamya's Likes:
✔ Picking fights
✔ Getting a reaction out of Shahin
✔ Seeing faces painted on other Zver's tails
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✔ Cold Weather
✔ Biting things
✔ Wrapping around things
Dislikes:
Shahin's Dislikes:
✘ Lamya putting him down
✘ Being tested on
✘ His mother's mate
✘ When Lamya takes her anger out on him
✘ Lamya's constant complaining
✘ Hot Weather/Temperatures
Lamya's Dislikes:
✘ Being ignored
✘ Being pulled or grabbed
✘ Being stepped on or sat upon
✘ Getting dirty
✘ Shahin using her as a feather duster
✘ Being dragged across the ground
Quirks:
Shahin's Quirks:
✯ Hums a tune when deep in thought
✯ Plays w/his whiskers when nervous
✯ Paints faces on other Zver's tails
✯ Doesn't use tail to express emotions
✯ Sleeps only on his belly
✯ Frequently grooms when bored
Lamya's Quirks:
✯ Takes periscope stance to look around
✯ Sleeps curled snake-like on Shahin's back between his wings
✯ Hisses when deep in thought
✯ Sleeps w/mouth open so it can get cleaned
✯ She's a bit of a kleptomaniac
✯ When stressed she bites what's closest to her
ART:
Art @ top by tapestryThe Hope That Music Brings [headshot piece] by meDemotivational Speech by meTraditional of Lamya by meArt by rycia