username polo.xxxname ciaxxxmeaning in hebrew, helper. old greek, woman from kynthos.xxxrestless reason oneirophobia
- "i just, never really like the thought of... "leaving this world and going into your own," as dreaming." she giggled, tilting her head while looking down at her paws. cias eyes were puffy and red from crying all night. she was tired of this, tired of running away. "dreaming is natural, no? add that to the list of reasons im different from others," snorting, deep heavyset emerald eyes flickered up. "i mean, wow, i am terrified of dreaming. of going there, its not safe. you could seriously jack yourself up, pardon my language, in there! all your deepest desires coming to life in your own mind." she sighed, turning away and looking longingly over her sagging shoulder.
- wisps of her white, peach, and lavender fur blew around her face with the crisp dawn air. the sun poured over her small frame, basking her in warmth and comfort. "its the only thing ive, uh, only really known! the sun, yknow, since i um never really look at the moon or the night sky. i find it not very pleasant." the pups listened quietly, ears perked as some drifted off to sleep. "but im scared of dreaming, i never found it delightful." cia laughed, confusing some of the others. she closed her eyes, aware of the pups looking at her. she just wanted to sleep, to rest somehow but those nights she could never forget haunted her, waiting in the deepest part of her mind.
