[Chimericect]

Its Friday night
So creepy outside
It's thunder in and lightning...

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About the Adopter ; ;
Hello! I am soulfirewolf. I am a current nonowner who is looking for the right Kiamara for me. I want to be active in the Cs fanclub and the fanforum as much as possible, despite not having a Kiamara to call my own. If I were to win this pretty girl she would be showered in art, whether its traditional or digital. I love her design, the dark colors, the Halloween theme and the blue blood on her. The only edit that truly me really was the giant fuzzy ears, I love them. When I first saw her I knew I had to try, even if I fail. That's what life is about, and I'm going to pour my soul into this form. I apologize in advance if it is to long, its just how I show my love of a character. If I were to win this girl I would introduce her to the fanclub right away, then immediately open her up for roleplays.

I do have a fanforum account that I go on every here an there, and I would love to show off this beautiful Kiamara to everyone. I had such a big idea for her that I hope an come true, just her in general. I absolutely love to write, so roleplaying is a must after winning her, it would be much better to develop her more that way. I really do love the fact that she is somewhat halloweeny, which gave me an idea right away. I saw yu working on her during a join me and I was already blown away by the beauty of her, even if it was only a work in progress. I knew from that moment on I must try for her, Lilith, the little scary Kiamara.

In short, im just really happy im given the chance to tryout for such a beauty, given a chance, and the fact that it is an impress me. I know I could win if I really tried and could make a form. Please note that the grammar may not always be perfect, as I do my best, and the coding may be a little awkward since I do most of it from my phone.
Thank you very much for this chance, and I wish all of the other entrants good luck.
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Basics ; ;
Name: Lilith Berkshire
Pronunciation; lil-ith
Origin;
Meaning;
Why I chose the name; I actually chose his name because it's one of my best friends name, and to make it even better her birthday is on Halloween. I usually don't name characters based on my friends, but this one I felt like I needed to. Like it was just perfect, and that's what I intend to do.
Nicknames; Lily, Lil, Lithium, Berkie, L.B.
Gender; female
Sexuality; Straight, if felt, she has only felt attracted to males.
Love life; Aromantic, meaning she has no interests just yet.
Age; 23
Birthday; October 31st Time; unknown____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Personality; ;
|Good traits|

►Loyal

Lily doesn't talk to many other Kiamaras, also rarely ever making friends. It's not to common that she will be the first to strike up a conversation, making it harder to make friends. When you do happen to befriend Lily, building up her trust, it's best not to let it fall. She will never leave your side. She can be compared to a guard dog, protecting their master and willing to die for them. She believes that everyone sees her as an outcast, so she sticks close to the Kias she knows that will never betray her.

►Semi- Brave

"You can't let your life be overrun by fear, then what's the point of living? You can fear, but dont let fear control you. You control it." She says, despite letting fear get to her every here and there. She tries to stand up for others, she really does. Unfortunately, she has little courage and can't really do much. She will stand in front of the Kia, but when she tried to say something all that comes out is a whisper, nothing more nothing less. She will gladly harm someone else if a friend was hurt by them, but when it comes to using actual words it's as if she doesn't know how to talk.

►Active

Lily is always doing something, whether it's simply hopping up and down or trying to scare someone, she just has to move. She believes it's some form of ADHD or something, due to her lack of being able to sit still and sometimes focus on things. Lily is most commonly found taking small walks, sometimes talking to herself about plans for Halloween.

►Intelligent

Lil is a very strategical Kiamara, using things to her advantage. Most things she knows now are from trial and error, like which berries to eat and which ones not to eat. She knows her way through most of her home area, using the tricky patches to her benefit.

►Trustworthy

Lily is a very trustworthy Kiamara, but only if you've earned her trust. She will never lie to a friend, making it rather obvious if she did anyway, and never tell one of your secrets to another Kia. She sees trust as a good factor to have in a friendship, as well as just life.

►Patient

Patience is key, and Lil is no exception. She believes that patience can sometimes get you rather far, having as much patience as needed. Sometimes Lily can't help herself and let's go of that patience at times, bursting out earlier than she should.

|Bad traits|

►Trickster

Lily absolutely loves to mess with people, as shown in the introduction. She is a rather quick plumerian, darting from tree to tree in a blur. She tries to get inside peoples heads by whispering things around them, watch them, and of course freak them out. Her absolute favorite holiday is Halloween, but not for the candy. She creates a haunted forest for everyone to 'enjoy' every year, and by everyone I mean for her to enjoy. She loves scaring the young Kiamaras the most, watching them scream and sometimes drop their treats. It's not the best hobby for someone, but whatever she enjoys right? Unfortunately she only has a good excuse to scare the other Plumerians that one special day, so the other months are pretty much torture for poor Lil. She plots and plots all year round for this one day.

►Quiet

She isn't a full of energy and isn't very sociable. She tends to keep to herself and not let anything out, even to her friends. She dislikes confiding in others in fear that they'll just let her down in the end. She does, however, write in a journal (do not call it a diary, that makes her mad) and keep it with her at all times.

►Sarcastic

Yes, this is a rather bad trait in most people since there are those who don't really understand sarcasm and get their feelings hurt. She can get a little overly sarcastic when it comes to other Kiamaras, stressing their own stupidity. No, she doesn't use it on purpose sometimes, it's just a natural habit. She doesn't mean to be so mean sometimes, it just happens. She usually ends up apoligizing but never forgetting about that moment. It's usually only used against her friends when she's in a horrible mood.

►Self-conscious

She may be a semi-brave, tough Kiamara but deep down she does care about everything you say about her, and it rings in her head every time she does something wrong. It eats at her like a parasite, always in her mind and nothing can get it to go away.

►Superstitious

Don't open an umbrella inside a house, never walk under a ladder, don't shatter a mirror and don't have a black cat cross your path are all small superstitions hat she fears. She is paranoid about these things, she has always been. She believes in everything and knows quite a number of superstitions, it's actually really funny. Some of her old friends used to tease her about it

►Unpredictable

Lily is actually a really odd Kiamara that nobody can seem to figure out. She has some pretty odd mood swings at random times, and nobody really knows if she controls them or not. Lil could act like a sweet and shy girl that loves you one moment, then she could be pinning you to a tree the next, depending on who you are and how she feels about you.

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.:Favorites:.
Favorite Actor: Adam Sandler
Favorite Animal: Lion
Favorite Arts: Sketching
Favorite Band: Paramore
Favorite Book: Blood of Olympus
Favorite Color: Blue
Favorite Country: Canada
Favorite Drink: Water
Favorite Food: Grapes
Favorite Flavor: Sweet
Favorite Musical Genre: Pop or Dubstep
Favorite Mythical Creature: Dragon
Favorite Number: 12
Favorite Pastime: Drawing/Reading
Favorite People: XXX
Favorite Place: A quiet garden
Favorite Restaurant: Chilis
Favorite Season: Winter
Favorite Song: Jar of hearts
Favorite Story Genre: Fiction
Favorite Subject: Art
Favorite TV Show: Monsters inside me

Least Favorite Actoress: Kristen Stewert
Least Favorite Animal: Snake
Least Favorite Arts: None
Least Favorite Band: One direction
Least Favorite Book: Allegiant
Least Favorite Color: Yellow
Least Favorite Country: Alaska
Least Favorite Drink: Alcohol
Least Favorite Food: Veggies
Least Favorite Flavor: Spicy
Least Favorite Musical Genre: Country
Least Favorite Mythical Creature: Cockatrice
Least Favorite Number: 33
Least Favorite Pastime: talking
Least Favorite People: XXX
Least Favorite Place: A city
Least Favorite Restaurant: Chipotle
Least Favorite Season: Spring
Least Favorite Song: Shake it off
Least Favorite Store: Walmart
Least Favorite Story Genre: Biography
Least Favorite Subject: Math
Least Favorite TV Show: Love it or list it

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✖Headstrong
✖Boulevard of Broken Dreams
✖Blown Away
✖Decode
✖Ain't it fun
✖I need a Doctor (e)
✖Human
✖Save me from myself
✖Time of Dying
✖Like a Boy
✖If I were a boy
✖Halloween
✖Loose yourself
✖If I die young
✖Turn all the lights on
✖Angel with a shot gun
✖What does the fox say?
✖Cup song
✖let it go
✖edge of glory
✖Poison
✖glad you came
✖american idiot
✖Roar
✖Applause
✖forget you
✖minority
✖Chasing the sun
✖Angel of darkness
✖Firework
✖unconditionally
✖lets get ridiculous
✖Diamonds ✖right now
✖wide awake
✖Lonely
✖Turn up the music
✖cannible
✖so blue
✖in to the sky
✖welcome to the club
✖god is a girl
✖marionette
✖i want to know what love is
✖moster
✖He said She said
✖cant be tamed
✖How do you love someone
✖Hurry up and save me
✖slow down
✖Die young M

"My history begins from the day I was born. I was small for my age, born pre maturely. I was also unplanned, but my parents loved me nonetheless. My family was quite loving until they died, and it was more of the bullies in my life that made me the way I am. When I was younger I was never good with words, but I was fairly outgoing and happy. I never noticed how different I looked compared to others, I had bigger ears, long horns and no matter where I went there was a trail of my tealish blood following me. I never thought of myself as different, but normal. Granted, I've always hated mirrors and the picture I had of myself was a pretty, flawless Kia just like my 'friends'. At least that's what they used to be. I remember when I was about 8 years old a new Kia came to town, she was one of the cockiest Kiamaras you would have ever met. She moved... More like pushed and forced her way into the group and changed all of my friends to her braindead followers. She would choose a day for the group to be mad at another. I never let myself be apart of that, it wasn't funny. Soon, they threw me out. The one Kia I was closest to was one of the fastest to turn, giving all of my secrets to their 'leader' and allowing them to be spread around the community. Some were my most embarrassing secrets, and I spent nights hiding in my home at a time, only going out when I needed to. I guess I should have seen it coming, I mean, friendship doesn't last forever right? I suppose it's foolish of me to want something like a friend so bad, yet after what had happened I stay away. I never got myself, so how am I supposed to expect others to get me? I'm just that lonely girl that sits alone when going out to eat, or the one on the park bench waiting for that special someone to come by and whisk me away to my dreamland. Well, for me dreams are nightmares. They never go away. The fears of someone hurting me, the constant want of attention yet never daring to try getting any. maybe there's something wrong with me, or maybe that's how everyone is? Anyway, I seem to have gotten off topic once again, don't mind me. As I was saying, I felt as if the world has shut me out. It did give me a good trait, however. I never felt pain. Physical, I mean. Now that I think about it I rarely cried when I fell. I would scrape my knees and simply get up and try again. I had accidentally slit my hand when cutting up some food, not paying attention and only a minor cut actually appearing. It was nice actually, to be strong in a way. Unfortunately, mentally strong wasn't my thing. But I've learned to accept it, and I currently reside in a small apartment with two cats and a lizard, although it isn't my most favorite thing in the world. In all I'm alive and great."

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xxx---▸ This Kiamara is called Ichabod, at least that's what he tells people.
xxxxxxxxThe name Ichabod means 'The glory is gone' and is forever linked to a character
xxxxxxxxin the old testament Ichabod Crane and the teasing possibilities of "icky bod."
xxxxxxxxEven the original meaning is rather negitive.


xxxPersonality

Ichabod is quite a strange character. It's all you would expect of somebody born on Halloween would it not? Strange he is but I wouldn't say completely unsociable or even depressing if that's how you could see it. He still talks very old fashioned with some old English always appearing here and there. Ichabod also quotes a lot of films too, which could get annoying but when you are friends with Ichabod is something to expect. Ichabod isn't bubbly, not really, but does open up a lot more to people who don't avoid him on first sight. Since Ichabod is often cut and his blood doesn't exactly look normal, not a lot of people tend to stick around considering he can look like something out of the walking dead. Ichabid has since became quite an independent Kia and tries not to bother any others. Because of this treatment Ichabod treasures all of his friends extremely dearly and would never do anything to betray them.
Ichabod tends to avoid others as much as he can, not because he wants to but because he doesn't want to scare others. He is quite clumsy too, which doesn't help his appearance to much either.

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Short Story

Ichabod was wondering, as he usually is, he never really stays anywhere too long if at all. He stuck to the shadows of the trees in the dark forest , following the beaten path. He listened to his soft footsteps and a few drops of his plasma like blood dropping to the moist ground. Rougher footsteps could be herd ahead, Ichabod's head jerked up and two silhouette's of Kia's were walking towards him. Ichabod quickly jumped behind a bush before either could notice him, not realizing that the bush was in fact a thorn bush Ichabod ending up scraping himself again. He grunted with pain as another open wound appeared and more blue blood dropped to the ground. "Did you hear that?" a female-sounding voice said. Everything went silent. "No?" another voice said, this one sounded male. "No i'm telling you, I heard someone." Ichabod squirmed slightly. "Siveike! Stop trying to scare me! I know it's Halloween but come on..." Ichabod heard a determined sigh before more speaking, "No Kouta! I'm being serious, There's somebody here." Ichabod hear the female called Siveike wonder around a little, edging closer and closer to the bush he hid in... "Siveike! Come on!" Kouta seemed to be letting his imagination get the better of him as Ichabod heard his squirming and whimpers from where he hid. "Hello?" Siveike called to the emptiness. Ichabod closed his eyes, hoping she would give up. "Hellooo?" there was a tutting noise before Kouta began to speak "Siveike! Pleaseeee!"
Ichabod jumped as a figure flew over his head, "Gotcha!" Ichabod looked to the female Kiamara that stood before him, her bright purple coat reflected his glowing blue eyes. Ichabod turned away as he expected the rejection or scream of the Kiamara known as Siveike. "Whoaa! Are you Okay?!" the female came quickly over to him, inspecting his cuts. "Why are you crying? Did you get hurt on the thorn bush?" Siveike went to touch his chest cuts but Ichabod flinched to her touch. "Does it hurt?!" Ichabod shook his head, no. His eyes were wide as he took a longer look at the worried female. Before anything else could be side a worried Kouta came round a long way to avoid the bush, "Siveike! What's taking so long.." It took the male a while before he looked over to the scene before him, "Wh- whoaaa! What, What is that?! Siveike! Is that a Zombie whattt?!" Kouta jumped back behind a tree stump. "Kouta! Don't be so rude! He's hurt!" Ichabod looked down, "I am not." Siveike turned to him and smiled softly, "It speaks," "It's alive?!" Siveike turned to Kouta, an annoyed expression on her face, "Kouta! I'm so sorry for him, what's you name?" Ichabod turned to her and smiled slightly to be polite, "My name is Ichabod. And not to worry, my lady, Tis only expected of others." Siveike smiled. "It's nice to meet you Ichabod, i'm Siveike. The skittish,rude Kiamara is Kouta," she gestured to Kouta with her head. "H-hi. Um, i'm sorry Ichabod..." Ichabod shook his head slightly to try and not make any more blood fall, but alas was unsuccessful. Kouta shivered at the blue blood dripping to the ground. "Not to worry, you are not the first." Siveike looked pitifully at him, "Ichabod, do you always look like this?" Ichabod nodded, "Indeed," Kouta came closer, "How?" Ichabod looked up to him, "That, I am unsure of, but I do. Most react the way you do, so I have adjusted to that lifestyle. " Siveike sighed sadly, "I don't mean this badly but, Ichabod, you look nearly as if your dying!" Ichabod sighed, "Yes, quite." Siveike looked to him, "And you travel alone because of it?" Ichabod nodded, "It is for the best. Besides, I haven't met others who don't mind the way I look in ages." Siveike shook her head angrily. "No! You should come with us!" Ichabod smiled but shook his head "Very kind of you, but I must decline your offer." Siveike jumped to her feet, "Why not! You wouldn't be alone anymore.." Ichabod Shook his head smiling, "Such a generous offer, but alas I must decline, I would only cause you trouble." Ichabod began to walk towards the path again, avoiding the thorn bush. "But Ichabod, don't you become lonely?" Kouta spoke up, Ichabod smiled to him, "Yes." He walked onto the path the two other Kiamara's followed, "But Ichabod, do you think we'll see you again?" Ichabod turned to them, "Hopefully. I'd be happy to call you friends." Kouta smiled, Siveike too, "Yes, of course."

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Why is he always bleeding?

Whenever Ichabod starts to bleed it doesn't really stop too quickly like it normally does, his takes a while and Ichabod, being a little clumsy as he is, can usually find himself bleeding. Ichabod travels a lot, he likes to stay in the sidelines, a place where he can hide and not been seen. Those places tend to be a lot more over grown or in some cases more dangerous and Ichabod slightly clumsy and out there as he is tends to get more than a few scrapes and scratches, some deeper than others. Ichabod also has quite watery eyes and so when he ends up cutting himself in some way his eyes will water too and so he often looks like he is crying too.

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Relationships around others

Ichabod is always quiet around others, he prefers to let others speak and he prefers to listen and has learnt to be a good one since he himself isn't talked to that much. He avoids other quite a bit to avoid giving them a fright, except for Halloween times when he can finally come out from the shadows.
Although Ichabod does stay away from others whenever he does come in contact with them, he is always so very kind and other Kia's could very well get used to him, but a lot don't stick around that long, not that he minds too much though.

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Theme song
Lost Cause - Imagine Dragons

Oh, dig my shallow grave
It's not me you'll save
'Cause I'm a lost cause
I'm a lost cause
A lost, lost cause

Wait, all this time that I have spent away
Makes me think that I might be okay,
The kiss of death will have to wait
My head, is holding on to all those things you said
You taught me to be strong and get through it, the mist of darkness
In my head

Oh, dig my shallow grave
It's not me you'll save
'Cause I'm a lost cause
I'm a lost cause
A lost, lost cause

Wait, no one said what's lost cannot be found
You are here to make it safe and sound,
Oh we, can make it, out alive
Fate, hath its way when all that's learned is sin
Nothing really matters in the end,
As long, as you, are with me, friend

Oh, dig my shallow grave
It's not me you'll save
'Cause I'm a lost cause
I'm a lost cause
A lost, lost cause

No one can understand me
Like you can understand
No one can fill your shadow
'Cause you are all I am

Oh, dig my shallow grave
It's not me you'll save
'Cause I'm a lost cause
I'm a lost cause
A lost, lost cause

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[get scared]

-Basics-

Username; Hoshizora
Name: Bane
Gender: Male

Eyes:

Bane has glowing, teal eyes the color
of his blood.

Demeanor/Carriage/Gait:

Bane hopeless creature, honestly,
and he feels this way himself.
Always tripping, gaining cuts
and bruises over the tiniest of
falls, he's lost some confidence
with each. He's easily flustered
and very emotional.

Voice:

Bane has a surprisingly deep
voice, the low rumble often
surprising people when he
finally gathers the courage to
say anything at all.

Style:

Clumsy, thin-blooded,
tempestuous

What is his sexual preference?
Bane is a demisexual being,
knowing that if he ever truly
felt connecting with someone
enough to truly love them,
something as small as
gender wouldn't matter.

-Personality-

Part One: Basic Info

Loves/Favorites:
Bane likes quiet, simple places. When things get too complicated, he get's flustered and overwhelmed.

Fears/Nightmares:
More than anything, Bane fears losing those important to him.

Best Quality:
Bane's best quality would have to be his endurance of pain. Being the clumsy guy he is, after all these years, he's grown used to it. In fact, he finds it rather comforting, in a way.

Greatest Flaw:
Bane honestly isn't as such the terrible Kia that he makes himself out to be. He degrades himself more than anyone else, and this is something that he has yet to overcome. His fear of what other's think of him has led him to be unsocial, introverted. Many of Bane's struggles spring from his self-consciousness.

Educational background/other learning experiences:

Intelligence Level: 90/100, but not because Bane is naturally gifted with intelligence. It's because he purposely stays up late every night going over class material so that when he's questioned, he's never wrong. Not for the sake of being right, either, but for the sake of not having to live through the embarrassment of stuttering out an incorrect answer.

Long Term Goals: To be less of a disappointment...

Family: Bane doesn't have any family, but he has a few close friends which he wouldn't hesitate risk himself for. It may seem cheesy, the oh-so-popular risks-self-for-friends relationship, but Bane doesn't have many people which can "stand him" enough to actually grow close to him, so for those who do, he treasures.

[Zuppe]

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[carmineflyer]

No image can give you the meaning of fear.
Fear is something you scream when death comes to you.
Fear is something you find inside of you when the unthinkable crashes down,
When it dances around you in mockery
Because fate always wins
The terrible battle it thrusts you into
The moment you are born.

"They say this graveyard is haunted."
"Oh come on, I think you're just scared."
"I'm not scared! I'm not afraid of the dark."

Naik anakku
Anak orang mati
Sudah saatnya Anda
Tunjukkan pada mereka cerita hantu yang benar

"I can see you shivering."
"It's cold out here! You'd be shivering too if you had only brought a sweater."
"Well that's your own fault. You're the one who took the bet in the first place."

Rise my son
Son of the dead rise
It is your time
Show them the ghost story is true

"C'mon! You're leaving already?"
"I'm not the one who took the stupid bet. I just wanted to see if you'd chicken out early."
"And you said I was scared."

Dares lain
Mereka tidak pernah belajar
Akan ada lagi jiwa di dalam kamu cukup cepat
anakku

"Hello? Hello? Is anyone out there?"
...
"I swear, if one of you idiots is here to prank me..."

Another dares
They never learn
There will be another soul in you soon enough
My son

"I know someone is out there! I heard that! Show yourself!"

Dia seperti Anda, bukan?
Anda adalah yang pertama
Anda pikir Anda akan selalu sendirian
Tapi aku menemukan orang lain untuk Anda
Dan Anda tetap aman rahasia mereka
Dalam diri Anda

"SHOW YOURSELF! I KNOW YOU'RE THERE, I CAN SEE YOU WATCHING ME, LEAVE ME ALONE!"
...
"LEAVE ME ALONE!"

He is like you, no?
You were the first
You thought you would always be alone
But I found others for you
And you keep their secret safe
Inside of you

"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! LET ME BE, IT'S THEIR FAULT, GO CREEP AFTER THEM YOU STALKER!"

Dia akan segera tahu
Tugas Anda dilakukan
Anda akan bertahan sedikit lebih lama
Badan ini sedikit lebih kokoh daripada yang terakhir

"I..."

He will know soon enough
Your job is done
You will last a little longer
This body is a little more sturdy than the last one

...
Father, I grow weaker every Halloween. When will you grant me a release? This mortals do not seem worthy of housing me.
...
Father?
Father, your son wishes to speak with you. Day is breaking, I cannot stay in the sun much longer.
...
Perhaps he will listen next Halloween.
In the meantime, this body is more fragile then the last one. I swear, they fall apart quicker every single year...

[Tricksters]

Name;; Carancas
Gender;; Male
Age;; Un-spoken of

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[Sethh]

[ Rae-lie Shawn ] [ ⚢ ]
Rae-lie | Preferred to be called Rae | Lesbian | Preferred she/her pronouns |

Why are you lying sweet little child?

Rae is a liar. She lies about lots of thing, it is a bad habit, with hopes to break it left far behind.
She tells fibs left and right, spinning intricate stories on why, how, and where.
When the real truth is, she was here.
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Rae is secretive, she hides her past, her future, her love, her dreams, and her life. She won't tell anything if you ask.
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Rae is quiet, she is often thought to be mute, for she never speaks.
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Strong, Rae is strong and resistant. Rae pushes forward, no matter what.
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Rae is insensitive. She cares for no-ones feelings other than her own. Blunt and cruel.
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Gloomy, having a dark aura. Those her are cheerful seldom stand near her.
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Conceited, proud of her looks, but not her past.
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Rae just looked, nothing left to do but look.
Everything she loved was gone, her soul was empty and lost.
The once perfect world was grey and bleak, her love had gone. She remembered the glimmer in her eyes when she smiled, the love she had pooled forth, the love that came faster than the constant falling tears. She was dead, her sister was gone. Rae lifted her head to look up at the sky, her black hair falling in front of her eyes. "How could you do this?" She whimpered wiping the tears out of her eyes, only for them to return seconds later. "How dare you take her away? She was the only thing that made this horrible world good!" she shouted to a god in the sky, to anyone who would listen, "I loved her! She was my baby sister. Sh-she w-was my b-bay s-sis-t-ter!"Rae fell in to a sobbing heap, her body shaking with each sob.

"I loved her..." her eyes looked up at the cold gray tombstone, intricate carvings spelled her sisters name: Leila Alexandria.
What was the point of living any longer? Without the gentle calming voice of Lei, who was as gentle as a pond lily.
Who always looked past the hate, and the lust, and the faults of others. Only to be shot to death, three years from today.

Maybe one day the pain, which was still so fresh after all of this time, would fade and stop. Maybe...

Rae was born in poverty, her mother was left long ago to tend to two small children. One whom was moody, destructive, cried blood, and felt no pain. And another who was gentle, calm, and compassionate.
The children were inseparable, nothing could stop them from being near each-other. The first, was named Rae-lin but preferred to be called Rae, and by preferred if you called her anything else she would probably chase you around the block. The other called Leila Alexandria. Who liked to be called Lei but didn't care either way.

Their mother died shortly after Rae turned eighteen, and Lei was thirteen. Rae always protected Lei and Lei love Rae in return, it was an equal exchange in both of their minds. Rae loved Lei more than anything, and when times were hard Rae would give her the food that if she were alone, would've eaten herself.

But Rae, despite the fact that she often ate nothing, grew to be beautiful, but cold. Only opening her heart for Lei.
Lei opened her heart for anyone, letting them bathe in her compassion and love, that was a mistake.
Lei was mugged and shot, one night, Rae never saw her alive again.

Afterwards, Rae was destroyed. She felt empty, and alone all of the time, letting it all get to her.
She took up a job in a laundromat and when she made enough for an apartment she got a job as a janitor, where she has been ever since.

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About the form;

I know, unlike some others, I don't have much art, but I wanted to focus on the character, and her past. I had a lot of fun writing this. And I hope you have fun reading it. I will update it to add more art, but it is finished, so enjoy!

[Offended Cockatiel]

Hhhhh

Why

Male

Cecilos

His will to die is terrifying.

[ADVENDIR »]

Possible? Wip.

[.Toboe.]

THIS TIME I MIGHT JUST
D I S A P P E A R



My name is Pathogen
and for good reason
because people avoid me
Like the P L A G U E

I'm just a mild mannered, oblivious girl
But because of my abnormalities
They treat me
Like the M O N S T E R
That I feel like


"I've been feelin' like a G H O S T. And it's what I hate the most"

Sometimes I indulge their fantasies
I can be frightening, violent
And U N F O R G I V I N G when provoked
But my desire is not to be cruel

It's to be understood

-Full sized art-
Header image
Trouble breathing
All art was done by myself