so the first time I read this
I was like
what?and I had to keep checking it to make sure it said it
and then
I exploded on my friends

YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM 
and while this is my firth bean, this is also my last. I do not plan on giving any away of them anytime soon. But! That doesn't mean none of you won't get your first.
Don't give up. Don't stop trying. It took me a long while to obtain a bean myself and even longer to actually win one. Your time will come to own and win and love. So again, don't give up and one day you will find the right one. There are beans going up for adoption even more now so it shouldn't be that hard to find a contest to enter.
BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH SHIVER AND CLARA!!
both of you, expect a PM from me tomorrow because for now I have to go to bed xD