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█ ▌The Username: -=Elita=-
█ ▌The Bean: Tobias
█ ▌The Gender: Male
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█ ▌Just who am I?
█ ▌Thoughtful: Quiet but still thinks of others
█ ▌Creative thinker: Able to think outside the box
█ ▌Artistic: has natural skill for creating
█ ▌Dreamer: always looking forward, to the future
█ ▌Reserved:slow to reveal himself to others
█ ▌Stubborn:determined to not let others change him or bring him down
█ ▌Subdued: quiet and reflective at times
█ ▌Skeptical: finds it difficult to openly trust others at first
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█ ▌Of a daydream...
█ ▌☁"You have to dream before your dreams can come true"☁
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█ ▌It's so simple, right? So why not me...? Even though I've been here a while, the adoption coordinator
█ ▌told me not to give up. "You've barely become a teen," she said. "And some families want an older
█ ▌child." So why? I'm not that bothered, really. I've been here all my life, so I've gotten used to it...
█ ▌This is home as far as I'm concerned, and the younger beans don't bother me that much.
█ ▌But sometimes.... sitting in my room, quiet, alone, thinking...
█ ▌it DOES bother me...
█ ▌my hope comes up and the urge to put it onto paper is overwhelming. I've taken nearly all the paint
█ ▌and pencils, but I use them. Page after page, it helps me calm down, putting my dream onto
█ ▌something that I can see, that I can hold. The drawer in my desk is getting
█ ▌full with my dream, and I can't help but think that maybe, just maybe, each new drawing
█ ▌brings me one step closer. Taking them out one by one, lining them up on the floor,
█ ▌hundreds of different scenes, but the subject is always the same. My favorite, my first piece,
█ ▌I keep in my pouch, always, but now I pull out the worn paper again. There, in the
█ ▌crayon flower garden is a younger me, and to my sides, a man and a woman, all holding hands,
█ ▌all smiling. Family, a family. Someday, someone will come through the orphanage door for me,
█ ▌and I can have a new dream...
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-"The Creationist"
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