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Yᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, I ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs ғᴏʀ ᴀ ʟᴏɴɢ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ.
ɪ ғɪʀsᴛ sᴀᴡ ᴛʜɪs ʙᴇᴀɴ ʏᴇsᴛᴇʀᴅᴀʏ, Fᴇʙʀᴜᴀʀʏ 27ᴛʜ, 2014.
I ᴏʀɪɢɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ʜɪᴍ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ғᴇᴍᴀʟᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ I ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ
ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴀɴᴅ I ᴅᴇᴄɪᴅᴇᴅ ɪᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ғɪᴛ ʜɪᴍ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ
ᴀ ᴍᴀʟᴇ.
Hɪ! Mʏ ɴᴀᴍᴇ ɪs Nᴜʀᴡʜᴀʟ.
I ᴄᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛʟʏ ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴏᴡɴ ᴀɴʏ JBD's, ʙᴜᴛ I ʟᴏᴏᴋ ғᴏʀᴡᴀʀᴅ
ᴛᴏ ᴏᴡɴɪɴɢ ᴏɴᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ. Tʜɪs ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙᴏʏ sᴇᴇᴍs
Lɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛ ᴏɴᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ, ᴛᴏᴏ. ᴜ ᴠ ᴜ
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Cʀᴇᴇᴘ ʜᴀs ᴀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴄᴏᴍᴘʟɪᴄᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ, ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴠɪᴇᴡ. Hᴇ ᴛʜɪɴᴋs ɪɴ ᴡᴀʏs ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ʜᴇ's ᴍᴇᴛ ᴅᴏᴇs. Hᴇ ᴛʀɪᴇs ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ɴᴏʀᴍᴀʟ, ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ʙᴏʏ ʜɪs ᴍᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛᴀᴜɢʜᴛ ʜɪᴍ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ. Hᴇ ᴡᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ɢʀᴏᴡ ᴜᴘ ɴᴏʀᴍᴀʟʟʏ, ᴛᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ʟɪᴋᴇ ʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇs. Tᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘʟᴀʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴄʜɪʟᴅʀᴇɴ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ sᴜɴ. Tᴏ ɢᴏ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ʙᴇ ᴀ ᴋɪᴅ, ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ. Yᴏᴜ sᴇᴇ, Cʀᴇᴇᴘ ʟɪᴋᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴀʀᴋ, ʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ʜᴏʀʀᴏʀ ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇs, ʜᴇ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛʟʏ ʟɪᴋᴇᴅ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʙʏ ʜɪᴍsᴇʟғ. Hᴇ ᴅɪᴅɴ'ᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇᴅ ɪᴛ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀʏ. Hᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇs Cʀᴇᴇᴘʏᴘᴀsᴛᴀs, Lɪᴋᴇ Sʟᴇɴᴅᴇʀᴍᴀɴ ғᴏʀ ᴇxᴀᴍᴘʟᴇ. Hɪs ғᴀᴠᴏʀɪᴛᴇ ɪs Jᴇғғ, ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ. Hᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ɢʀᴇᴡ ᴏᴜᴛ ʜɪs ᴏᴡɴ ʜᴀɪʀ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴛᴄʜ! Aʟᴍᴏsᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ʜᴀʟʟᴏᴡᴇᴇɴ ʜᴇ ᴅʀᴇssᴇs ᴜᴘ ᴀs Jᴇғғ... Iᴛ's sᴏʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴀ ᴛʀᴀᴅɪᴛɪᴏɴ. Hᴇ's ᴅᴇғɪɴɪᴛᴇʟʏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴏʙsᴇssᴇᴅ!! I ᴍᴇᴀɴ..Hɪᴍ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴏʙsᴇssᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴍᴀɴ? Hᴇ ɪs ɴᴏ ғᴀɴ ɢɪʀʟ...ᴇʀʀ..ʙᴏʏ, I ɢᴜᴇss.
Cʀᴇᴇᴘ ʜᴀs ʜɪs ᴏᴡɴ sᴛʏʟᴇ. Hᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ɢʀᴀғғɪᴛɪ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴜsᴜᴀʟʟʏ ғɪᴛs ɪᴛ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʜɪs sᴛʏʟᴇ. Hᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇs ᴛᴀɴᴋ-ᴛᴏᴘs, ʙᴜᴛ ᴀ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ sᴡᴇᴀᴛsʜɪʀᴛ ɪs ᴍᴏʀᴇ ʜɪs ᴛʜɪɴɢ. Hᴇ ᴡᴇᴀʀs ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴊᴇᴀɴs, ɴᴏᴛ ᴇxᴀᴄᴛʟʏ ʟᴏᴏsᴇ, ᴏʀ ᴛɪɢʜᴛ. Jᴜsᴛ sᴏᴍᴇᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪɴ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ. Hᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇs ᴛᴏ ᴇᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ғᴏᴏᴅs, ʙᴜᴛ ʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴇsɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ғᴀᴛ.. sᴏ ʜᴇ ᴛᴇɴᴅs ᴛᴏ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴜᴘ ᴏɴ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ sᴡᴇᴇᴛ.. Hᴇ ᴘʀᴇғᴇʀs ᴛᴏ ᴇᴀᴛ ᴀʟʟᴏᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇʟᴏɴ, ɴᴏᴛ ᴡᴀᴛᴇʀᴍᴇʟᴏɴ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴄᴀɴᴛᴀʟᴏᴜᴘᴇ. Hᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇs ᴛᴏ sᴄᴏᴏᴘ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴇᴇᴅs, ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴄᴄᴀsɪᴏɴᴀʟʟʏ ᴘᴜᴛ ɪɴ sᴏᴍᴇ ʀᴇᴅ ᴠᴇʟᴠᴇᴛ ɪᴄᴇ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ.. Iᴛ's ᴅᴇʟɪᴄɪᴏᴜs..ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ ɪᴄᴇ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴍ Cʀᴇᴇᴘ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴇᴀᴛ, ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇ ᴀᴅᴏʀᴇs ɪᴛ.
Cʀᴇᴇᴘ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ᴄʀᴇᴇᴘʏ ᴛʜɪɴɢs, ʜᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇs ɢᴏʀᴇ ɪɴ ʜɪs ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇs, ᴄʀᴇᴇᴘʏ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ sᴏɴɢs, ᴀɴᴅ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs. Hᴇ ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴀᴅᴍɪᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪs ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ. Hᴇ ᴜsᴜᴀʟʟʏ ʟᴀʏs ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴀᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ʜɪs ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇs ᴏɴ ᴀ ǫᴜɪᴇᴛ sᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ sᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɴᴏ ᴏɴᴇ ᴄᴀɴ ᴋɴᴏᴡ. Mᴏsᴛ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʀᴇᴀᴛᴜʀᴇs ʜᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡs ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴛʜɪs "ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ sɪᴅᴇ", ᴜɴʟᴇss ʜᴇ ᴄʜᴏᴏsᴇs ᴛᴏ sʜᴏᴡ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ. Hᴇ ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴜɴʟᴇss ʜᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡs ʏᴏᴜ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴋɴᴏᴡs ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʟʟ.
Aɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴄʀᴇᴇᴘ ɪs, ʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ɴɪɢʜᴛᴍᴀʀᴇs. ʜᴇ ʟᴏᴠᴇs ᴛʜᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴏғ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴀ ɴɪɢʜᴛᴍᴀʀᴇ.. Iᴛ's ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴀ ʜᴏʀʀᴏʀ ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ's ᴍᴏʀᴇ ʀᴇᴀʟɪsᴛɪᴄ ᴀɴᴅ sᴄᴀʀʏ. Wʜᴇɴ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀᴋᴇs ᴜᴘ, ʜɪs ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ʀᴀᴄᴇs ᴀs ɪғ ᴛᴏ sᴀʏ-
"I ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴏ ɪᴛ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ!"
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Sexuality
"I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴏɴᴇ.
I'ʟʟ ᴅᴀᴛᴇ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ,
ᴀs ʟᴏɴɢ ᴀs ᴡᴇ
ɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟᴏɴɢ."
"I ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴏɴᴇ.
I'ʟʟ ᴅᴀᴛᴇ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ,
ᴀs ʟᴏɴɢ ᴀs ᴡᴇ
ɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟᴏɴɢ."
Favorite Movie
"Aɴʏ ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ɢᴏᴏᴅ
ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛᴏ sᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴇ."
"Aɴʏ ᴍᴏᴠɪᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ɢᴏᴏᴅ
ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛᴏ sᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴇ."
Sexuality:
Bɪsᴇxᴜᴀʟ
Bɪsᴇxᴜᴀʟ
Favorite Animal:
Dᴇғɪɴᴀᴛᴇʟʏ Tᴜxᴇᴅᴏ ᴄᴀᴛs.
Dᴇғɪɴᴀᴛᴇʟʏ Tᴜxᴇᴅᴏ ᴄᴀᴛs.
Favorite Color
"I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴡᴏ; Bʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜɪᴛᴇ."
"I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴡᴏ; Bʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʜɪᴛᴇ."
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The one I used to be
. Let's go back a while. When I was in elementary school, I wasn't very friendly. I kept to myself, and I didn't let anyone into my little world. My world was for me, and only me. No one wanted in, and even if they did I would still resist them. No matter how much they tore at me, I wouldn't give in. I wouldn't let them hurt me any more than I already was. They talked to me like they were everything, and I was nothing. They made fun of me for stupid little things... Even now I don't understand them. I mean, why does anyone bully anyone else.. I think it's because they need to make themselves feel better. They themselves were probably bullied once, and they need to let out the hurt and the sadness they felt when they were bullied.
It was that one stupid day when it happened, when it all went wrong.
"Hey, get off that wall and do something other than draw those horrid drawings. I don't see why you even try. You suck at sketching!"
I lowered my head a bit more, looking at my pencil as my hand shook a bit. I've always had a small problem with my hands shaking. I guess I just need a bit more practice..
"C'mon, Answer us! I don't understand you.. You're too much of a wimp to even stand up for yourself. How pathetic!"
They stood there, almost yelling at me. It was just after lunch, Like always I was sitting on the brick wall just outside the cafeteria with my sketchbook and my favorite mechanical pencil. The pencil was my favorite one I had ever owned; My mother had given it to me when I was small... Before the accident.
"Please go away.."
I mumbled, I was shy. I couldn't stand up to them... not now, and probably not ever. It was then that I made the mistake of shutting my sketchbook, and standing up, pushing myself off the ground and brushing myself off.
"Hey, we never said you could stand up, little boy."
They say, even though I am quite bigger than them. I stand there, and I take all of their rude, mean comments. Finally, the 'leader' snatches the pencil out of my hand. He broke it in half. Suddenly, my mind went cloudy. I lost control of myself. I don't know what happened! I can barely remember. All I do remember is the loud smacking sound and him falling to the ground. I remember him beginning to cry, and his friends ran off. I stood there, staring at my clenched fist. I felt a something rush through me. Like electricity, it flowed through my body. For some strange reason, I smiled before the teachers came running to his aid. After that, everything went wrong. Fight after fight, win after win. Finally I got expelled, and I moved away, to here.
Now a days, I control my anger. I don't let it overflow like it did before. You see, I am now an adult. And what kind of adult fights, like a child? I still have some aher problems, but I've learned to let everything go, and just be free and be myself. Over time we learn, and we mature.
But I just remember... deep inside, I'm only a lovely little creep.
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