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➤ ➤ Contrary--to--popular--belief,
I'm--not--dead,
I'm--not--a-- monster,
and--I'm--certainly--not--a ➤ ➤
↳ " queen " ↵
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Go bright l i g h t
Scour the forest
Through the
nightSearching for a
Sign of lifeMemories of
fears and
strifeKeep his legs from
Turning b l u e
Broken
bones and muddy
shoesRunning through the fields I
knewJoin the ranks of the
favored fewWhat have I
b e c o m e ?
Before the day is
doneNow that we have
Got what's l e f t
Lost my
rights when I was
youngTaken by the
Ones I
trustLong before I
knew of loveAll the things I understood
Fighting for the
greater goodNow tell me
why this feels so
wrongFeels so
wrong, to hold this
gunNow look what I've
b e c o m eBefore the day is
doneNow that we have
wonThe cold wind, you
noticeThe
s k yIt blows in to
show us
The
s i g nIt falls
down before us
It
l i e sThe cold wind, you
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❝ I--swear,--I'm--alive! ❞
U s e r n a m e ϟ Hello, hello! I'm CeruleanRush, as you probably already know. As this contest suggests, I'm a non owner, though I've helped with some other forms here and there. I'm not active in the fanclub at the moment, but I lurk like crazy, and if I won, I'd be incredibly active with her.
G e n d e r ϟ I see this Kia as a female. When I first started laying out all of my ideas for her, I referred to her as a "she", and it just sort of stuck. However, she won't get angry if you call her a guy, even she agrees that her fur would fit nicely on a guy.
N a m e ϟ Allow me to introduce you to Valdis. Yes, it is a male name, but she doesn't seem to care all that much. A name is a name, and Valdis can easily be shortened to something more feminine. Val is the nickname you'll find most calling her.
Suspiciously, Valdis means "rule", which is why her parents named her so. However, Valdis also has another meaning. Another origin of the name is from Scandinavia, where it means "goddess of the dead". Her parents had no idea of the fact when they gave her the name Valdis, and suspiciously enough, her name went on to become one of the most fitting parts of her life.
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You heard my voice,
I came out of the
woods by c h o i c e
Shelter also gave their shade
But in the dark I have
no nameSo
leave that click
in my headAnd I will remember the w o r d s that
you
saidLeft a
clouded mind and a
heavy heartBut I was sure we could
see a new
s t a r t
So when your
hope's on
fireBut you
know your
desireDon't hold a
glass over the
flameDon't let your heart grow c o l d
I
will call you by
nameI
will share your
roadBut hold me
fast, Hold me
fast'Cause I'm a h o p e l e s s w a n d e r e r
And hold me
fast, Hold me
fast'Cause I'm a h o p e l e s s w a n d e r e r
I wrestled
long with my
youthWe tried so
hard to live in the
t r u t h
But do not tell me all is
fineWhen I lose my
head, I lose my
s p i n e
So
leave that click
in my headAnd I will remember the w o r d s that
you
saidYou brought me o u t from the
coldNow, how I
long, how I
long to
grow o l d
So when your
hope's on
fireBut you
know your
desireDon't hold a
glass over the
flame» » » » »
❝ I'm--not--a--queen! ❞
P e r s o n a l i t y ϟ To anyone but herself, Valdis’ personality is a spiderweb of rumors, tales, and lies. No one really knows what she is or who she’s like, except for a couple key facts. First, she's the "Queen of the Dead". How? It has to do with her extensive history, and that fact that she practically came back from the dead. The other key fact that everyone agrees on is that as the Queen of the Dead, she also has utter control over thunder and lightning. This rumor originated from a tale that she came back by "zapping" herself with a lightning bolt, reanimating herself much like Frankenstein. To everyone, her pleas of "I'm really not a queen!" and "I swear, I'm alive!" are just cover ups for who she really is.
However, as you may guess, they're all tall tales. Sadly, it seems that every Kiamara just wants to feed into them, as nobody will acknowledge the real truth about how she suddenly reappeared back in the world of the living after she was pronounced dead. Not her parents, friends, or the general population. If you were to ask Valdis herself, she's not all she's been made out to be. In truth, she's just a wandering soul trying to forge her way back into society after her perfect life took a turn for the worst. Her one desire is for her to be seen as normal again, but it doesn't seem like that's ever going to happen. She feels like she should be living up to these titles society has framed over her head, but she just can't bring herself to do it. Over time, she's managed to accept that she'll never rid herself of this new persona, but she's never going to stop fighting to get her old life back.
[300 words]
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It's
empty in the valley
of your h e a r t
The
sun, it rises slowly as you w a l k
Away from all the
fearsAnd all the
faults you've
left behindThe
harvest left no food for you to
e a t
You
cannibal, you meat-eater, you
s e e
But I have seen the
sameI know the
shame in
your defeatBut I will hold on h o p e
And I won't let you
chokeOn the
noose around your neck
And I'll find
strength in
painAnd I will
change my waysI'll know my
name as it's called
a g a i n
‘Cause I have
other things to fill
my t i m e
You
take what is yours and I'll
take m i n e
Now let me at the
truthWhich will
refresh my
brokenm i n d
So tie me to a post and
block my
e a r s
I can see
widows and
orphans through my t e a r s
I know my call
despite my
faultsAnd
despite my growing
fearsBut I will hold on h o p e
And I won't let you
chokeOn the
noose around your neck
And I'll find
strength in
painAnd I will
change my waysI'll know my
name as it's called
a g a i n
So come out of your
cave walking
on your hands
And see the world
hanging upside
d o w n
You can understand
dependenceWhen you
know the
maker's landSo make your
siren's callAnd sing all you w a n t
I
will not hear what
you have to
s a y
‘Cause I need
freedom nowAnd I need to
know howTo
live my life as it's
meant to
b e
And I will hold on h o p e
And I won't let you
chokeOn the
noose around your neck
And I'll find
strength in
painAnd I will
change my waysI'll know my
name as it's called
a g a i n
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❝ Just--listen,--please! ❞
I n s p i r a t i o n ϟ ❝ My inspiration? Well, the only inspiration I have anymore is my history. With such an incredibly weird past, it gives me hope somehow. It all began when I was still somewhat of a pup, about 16, and my family went to visit Haiti after the earthquake. My parents had volunteered to help out around here and there with the clean up, typical charity work as you might guess.
Now, this is the part where is gets weird.
I was playing with my siblings outside a little bit away from where we were staying, and one of my brothers was chasing me. In a bit of stupidity, I ran into the road, and felt something sharp prick my foot. It didn't stay there like a splinter, just stayed on the road as I toppled backwards into the grass. As I reached out to stop my fall, I realized that I couldn't move. At all. Every single inch of my body was immobile, even blinking was impossible. There hasn't been another moment in my life that I've been as terrified as I was then. My only wish was to scream, to yell, to let someone, anyone know that I was alive and to not step in the road as my siblings stood over me, whimpering and trying to get me to respond. When my parents came rushing over, the looks on their faces shattered me. They thought I was dead. Was I dead? It was a bit hard to tell at this point.
What I didn't know was that the sharp thing I had stepped on just so happened to have an incredibly tiny amount of tetrodotoxin on it, a substance found in pufferfish. It managed to slow down my heart rate so much that it wasn't detectable. I watched from my hospital bed as the doctors declared me dead, and my parents left in a fit of tears over their lost child. There was still no way for me to tell that that I was okay. They didn't come to my funeral in Haiti, instead went back home as soon as they possibly could in an attempt to forget I had ever existed.
The coffin was sealed, and I was buried. At that point, I figured I really was dead, until several men came in the dead of night and dug up my coffin. The sharp things in the road had been left there by them, to catch unsuspecting people like me. From there, the tetrodotoxin began to wear off, and I was taken to a plantation. My fate? Working with no escape for years on end.
Suspiciously, on the day of my 19th birthday, a scientist studying something in Haiti at the time arrived at the plantation, and recognized me from the stories on the news of my mysterious death. He managed to buy me-- yes, buy me, I kid you not-- back from the plantation owners, and brought me back home. When I arrived, I figured that it would be a grand reunion, returning home back to my family after years apart. I couldn't wait to see the looks on their faces.
When I arrived, it was a different story. They shut the door in my face, and refused to even speak to me. I wasn't their daughter, she was dead. Nothing I said could change that, and since I was technically listed as dead, I wasn't considered their child, or responsibility anymore. News spread quickly, and soon everyone knew of my return from the dead, and soon I was known by all as the Queen of the Dead.
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What-- about-- theirs? ❞
A r t -- C r e d i t s ϟ C r i t i q u e ϟ --Kazoo
--A Real-Life Friend
L y r i c s ϟB e h i n d--T h e--S c r e e n ϟIf I win this Kiamara, I, CeruleanRush, promise to...
--Keep her active in the fanclub
--Roleplay with her
--Order art of her
--Draw her myself
L a s t l y ϟA big thank you to you, Talon, for judging these forms and giving us non owners a chance at joining the community. <3