Basics wrote:Username;;Abuse's SongKia's name;;AvezaGender;;female
Not everyones night stays with them all day for the rest of their life, they see bright colors. They see their family smile and laugh, the colors change in the fall, and most of all they just see. I cant do anything of those any more. When I was just a pup I was reckless,and I took everything for granted even the smaller things. I thought sunsets were stupid, only for the lovers gaze who wanted to escape the world, nature was dumb and boring because it just existed, and most of all I rarely spent any time with my family, I wouldn't have thought that I would see their last smile so soon I had put it in the back of my head thinking 'when they get old thats when Ill hang around them more.' I just thought when they would become so needy of me in the future that they would forgive me for my reckless past, but I never thought it would be me needing their help getting around. Now everything I once took for granted I just wish I could see one last time.
It was Halloween when I went out with a group of Kias, in the group I only had two friends and the rest were strangers they just met. At first they scared me, frightened me but I pushed back the urge to walk away. The older Kias said 'we were too old to trick or treat but we weren't old old enough to scare the kids.' They started to laugh like it was an old joke in-between them. I looked over at my friends seeing if they were scared as I was but they were laughing along. I didn't run because I didn't want to be a joke to them. As the dark settled in we started our scaring, most of the Kias split up to scare in other places including my friends so I was stuck with some of the older ones. I was shaking and hard, these older ones seemed like monsters to me and my tough girl facade I always had up was no where in sight. One of them looked down at me and smiled, as he nudged his other friends he started laughing at me.
"Look at this child we got stuck with, she's so scared. Is scaring little kids too much to handle? Or are e scaring you along with them?" One of them said in a mocking tone.
I growled and looked up. "No not at all, but I'd rather be doing something else than standing by some bunch of idiots who find entertainment in scaring children."
I saw their eyes flare up with anger, and finally any trace of the girl I once was, was no where in sight and right now I felt like the pup I was. I looked around remembering there was three older kias instead of two. Thats when I heard the thud, then the pain started to spread against the back of my head. Everything was dark for a long time, I may have been sleeping I didn't really know. It was until I heard my mother crying that I knew I was awake.
"Mother? Why are the lights off? Its too dark in here can someone turn on the lights?" I asked.
I heard my mother start crying a lot more. "The lights aren't off sweetie."She blubbered out.
I grew agitated. "Then why cant I see? is my eyes taped shut?"
She sighed. "No their open but a different color than when I saw them last."
I was confused what did she mean my eyes were open? Wouldn't I see her crying and see color not total black. What did she also mean by my eyes being a different color?
I shook my head. "I don't get what you mean."
"Your blind." Those two words changed my whole life and in that moment everything came rushing back to me of my friends wanting me to come along with them to getting nocked out from a blow to the head.
"seems like a halloween story to me." I said in a scared voice.
My mother chuckled on that. "Yeah it is."
Its been five years since Ive became blind and everytime I wake up I wish I could see the sunrise, or see the birds chase each other around or see my family once again. But most of all I wish I could escape this life, escape blindness and maybe fall in love with the sunset like I wish I could have.
It was Halloween when I went out with a group of Kias, in the group I only had two friends and the rest were strangers they just met. At first they scared me, frightened me but I pushed back the urge to walk away. The older Kias said 'we were too old to trick or treat but we weren't old old enough to scare the kids.' They started to laugh like it was an old joke in-between them. I looked over at my friends seeing if they were scared as I was but they were laughing along. I didn't run because I didn't want to be a joke to them. As the dark settled in we started our scaring, most of the Kias split up to scare in other places including my friends so I was stuck with some of the older ones. I was shaking and hard, these older ones seemed like monsters to me and my tough girl facade I always had up was no where in sight. One of them looked down at me and smiled, as he nudged his other friends he started laughing at me.
"Look at this child we got stuck with, she's so scared. Is scaring little kids too much to handle? Or are e scaring you along with them?" One of them said in a mocking tone.
I growled and looked up. "No not at all, but I'd rather be doing something else than standing by some bunch of idiots who find entertainment in scaring children."
I saw their eyes flare up with anger, and finally any trace of the girl I once was, was no where in sight and right now I felt like the pup I was. I looked around remembering there was three older kias instead of two. Thats when I heard the thud, then the pain started to spread against the back of my head. Everything was dark for a long time, I may have been sleeping I didn't really know. It was until I heard my mother crying that I knew I was awake.
"Mother? Why are the lights off? Its too dark in here can someone turn on the lights?" I asked.
I heard my mother start crying a lot more. "The lights aren't off sweetie."She blubbered out.
I grew agitated. "Then why cant I see? is my eyes taped shut?"
She sighed. "No their open but a different color than when I saw them last."
I was confused what did she mean my eyes were open? Wouldn't I see her crying and see color not total black. What did she also mean by my eyes being a different color?
I shook my head. "I don't get what you mean."
"Your blind." Those two words changed my whole life and in that moment everything came rushing back to me of my friends wanting me to come along with them to getting nocked out from a blow to the head.
"seems like a halloween story to me." I said in a scared voice.
My mother chuckled on that. "Yeah it is."
Its been five years since Ive became blind and everytime I wake up I wish I could see the sunrise, or see the birds chase each other around or see my family once again. But most of all I wish I could escape this life, escape blindness and maybe fall in love with the sunset like I wish I could have.

























