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néktar wrote:─ 愛情 戦術 ─
[ name michiko "mimzy" | gender female ][ me, myself, and i ]
❝ one doesn't simply think of themselves, you can't look at yourself and say i'm this and i'm that. thinking of yourself is difficult, the idea of 'yourself' can be interpreted in a multitude of layers. yourself around other people and in public, yourself around friends and family, and yourself when you are completely alone left with only your thoughts and internal emotions. mimzy must fall deep into her mind to really be able to explain how she feels about herself.
on the surface❝ mimzy is a rather reflective soul when she's around strangers or just out in public. like a still puddle of water from freshly fallen rain, she will reflect what ever emotion you will show towards her. if you smile at her she will smile back, if you're angry with her she will be angry with you, if you are sad she'll be sad. she doesn't mean to be a copy cat it's just how she reacts with other people. she dislikes the fact that she is like a mirror with other people, she never really is herself around others, her emotions completely depend on the person she is with and she absolutely hates it. though she doesn't think badly of others no matter how they are acting towards her. treat others as you wish to be treated is difficult for her..
closer to home❝ around friends mimzy can be a slightly more laid back and not as reflective as she knows how they think and feel. she enjoys spending time with her friends but doesn't enjoy speaking very often. she wishes she was much more talkative as she feels maybe her friends think she doesn't like them sometimes making her feel slightly insecure about her quite contentedness. though she's often afraid to ask them questions such as 'do you like me?' or 'do you hate me?' because she's terrified of the answers and she despises her cowardliness with how others feel about her and how insecure she can get with those close to her.
opening the third eye❝ alone, by herself, mimzy is a wonder, she thinks about others mostly. how they feel, what they think, what they're doing at that moment. how she make herself better in the future, what different things she could to the next day, what she could change about herself or about her relationships. she tends to over think most times, about the little things, did i do something wrong today? what if i hadn't said that? i shouldn't have done that! i should've done that.. she thinks and thinks and thinks, tearing herself apart in the process. she feels that she shouldn't do that to herself, she knows it does her no good and she wishes she could stop herself. overall mimzy dislikes a lot about herself in this point of her life, her reflective behavior around strangers, her cowardliness with friends, and her insecurity with herself as a whole.
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