username: HowlToTheWind
kalon name: Lafayette "Cinnamon"
who did I use to be?: I used to be someone who defended themself. I used to be someone who loved themself. I used to be someone who knew exactly who I was, or so I thought. I was a boy, with a dream. A dream to save lives. To give people hope. More importantly, a dream to be proud of. A dream others deemed impossible, but in my oh so fragile mind, it seemed so possible. So perfectly possible. Oh, how I broke my fragile mind with my impossible dreams. I slowly realized, I'm no man. I'm no expert. I'm nothing, I'm a... Monster... With dreams that I would do anything, anything, to achieve. And I did. I hurt them, I hurt them all. Oh how I wish I could go back, to tell myself that I would hurt them. That... That I would hurt him... I was a fool. I was.... A monster. But now, if I look like a monster, maybe... Just maybe... I will learn to change.
I was a beast. A horrible beast. (172 Words)