by galaxyy. » Sat May 08, 2021 9:26 am
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β no faker [β«] β βno, i ainβt got time, no time for complicators. say what you want, iβll get there now or later. be who i am βcause i am no, no faker.β
xxxxophelia's self esteem used to be rather low, but sheβs become significantly more confident over time. this song represents the changes happening in her life to make her more confident that she can achieve her dreams.
β lessons [β«] β βthe fearβs not enough to stop us dreaming now.β
xxxxas she has grown older and dealt with several significant changes in her life, ophelia has learned multiple lessons: to trust herself, to not overthink, etc. however, one of the most important ones in her opinion is to live in the moment. she likes to think that βthe past is to be learned from, not lived in,β and βthe best way to predict your future is to create it.β
β paradise [β«] β βin the night, the stormy night, sheβd close her eyes. in the night, the stormy night, away sheβd fly. and dream of paradise. / so lying underneath those stormy skies, she said, βi know the sun must set to rise.ββ
xxxxophelia knows that she cannot have complete control over her future, but she tries her best to positively influence what she can. sheβs in an endless search for her ideal world and she plans to make it so.
β show and tell [β«] β βour feet are grounded on the earth but our thoughts are way up there.β
xxxxwhen she was younger, she wanted so much to feel even a hint of normalcy. she wanted to feel as though she belonged in this foreign space where everything was alien to her. this is exactly the type she wishes to help, so that nobody else feels this way.
β brand new [β«] β βi feel like anything can happen. / like when i close my eyes and donβt even care if anyone sees me dancing. like i can fly and i donβt even think iβm touching the ground. / itβs the way that i feel when iβm with you: brand new.β
xxxxpele has helped ophelia so much. she has become a βbrand newβ person thanks to her. what used to be a quiet, reserved, nervous mare has become a confident, open one. her determination has become much stronger and she is now motivated to influence others as well.
β memories [β«] β βhereβs to the ones that we got. cheers to the wish you were here, but youβreβ
not. / toast to the ones here today. toast to the ones that we lost on the way. / thereβs a time that i remember, when i did not know no pain. when i believed in forever, and everything would stay the same.β
xxxxophelia sometimes still misses what she once had in canada. she loved the mountain trails, her old owner, her companions. however, she has learned to appreciate what she has now: the present. while she misses her friends and home, she now has pele and her platform of influence to be grateful for. she can change the world for the better with the mare she loves most by her side.
β fantasy [β«] β βdid i ever get to tell you what you meant to me? and did you know that you were always like a fantasy?β
xxxxpele is like fantasy to ophelia. not only is she an amazing mare, personality and skill-wise, she has helped her become what she is today. pele means the world to her and she definitely does not plan on losing her.
β sunkissed [β«] β βyou know i wanna be your rock, my love. you know i wanna be your light. in darkness how you find me just in time to tell me what i needed to hear. so if you donβt know what you need, you can leave it all to me. donβt want you worried βbout a thing, i know youβd do the same for me.β
xxxxwhile ophelia was going through hardship, pele was right by her side at all times. from the very beginning, the mare had been there to calm her down and to ensure that she didnβt get too overwhelmed. ophelia wants to return this favor by being there for her through the thick and thin, not wavering in support whatsoever. she wants to apply this to everyone and be able to change things for the better in the world.
β lost in you [β«] β βyou give me so much hope so i gotta keep you close, yeah youβre giving me the most. and i never know, no I never know why.β
xxxxophelia never really understood what was so special about herself that caught peleβs eye. however, she would never regret that first day when she began to open up to the one who would soon become her best friend and more.
β through and through [β«] β βthink i need to get out of the door, but iβve never been a brave one; always was a tame one, always double checked all that I knew. / i will be there for you even if we may seek a separate life.β
xxxxearlier in life, ophelia was not very brave. she was rather shy and reserved, never expecting things to go her way and not doing anything to make it happen either. now, though, she has the confidence she needs to believe in herself and she can finally achieve her dreams like sheβd always hoped she would. ophelia would always be there to support pele like sheβd always been for her.
Last bumped by galaxyy. on Sat May 08, 2021 9:26 am.