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Shattered... like me
Today has been just horrible... The hole in my heart that has existed for a few years re-opened, and I've been holding back tears for a few days. I gave in and cried for a couple of hours. I've been really stressed about school, because my parents are pushing me to do the work too hard, and the teachers are making it living hell. I've been dealing with it, and dumping everything onto my friends, treating them like trash, and just being a screwy teenager recently. So this is my apology to them as well.
An apology is also owed to all of my friends, and those who aren't my friends, in the JBDFC.
I needed to vent, majorly, and this is what happened. I hate it, so much. At least I stopped crying while I drew this. As I have said before, today has been terrible, but so has the past week. The teachers have burdened us with the last-minute-test crap, and we have finals next week. Everything seems to be going wrong on me. No matter how hard I study, and work, I can't do well. I'm so busy worrying that I haven't gotten any sufficient sleep. The most I have managed to get these last two weeks is five hours. The average of these last two weeks, probably two hours. I've been really stupid too, taking all sorts of crazy risks and crap just to study, and the normal teenage horror isn't helping. I really just want everything to stop, and slow down for a bit. I'm overwhelmed with everything I have to deal with. Personal problems, my attempt at having a life, and schoolwork. I dread the future, it only gets worse from here, and I'm scared about what I'll have to deal with when I wake up in the morning... Sanity.... it's slipping away... Ah well, sorry for dumping all of my issues on top of you guys now... I really needed to get this out <3 |
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clara.anne @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 4:51 pm
Oh Sculi! |
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knight of time @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 4:54 pm
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winkatuck @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 5:05 pm
I'm stealing you away with me when I go to alabama >:( |
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Random Party of Dots
There. My sister is happy now.. -.-' |
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holidays
this represants the holidays of December like Christmas, Kwanzaa, Hanukkah, and the Winter Solstice!!!! |
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-_-
based on this drawing by Koiley tee hee, I dressed it up ! |
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bonk @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 12:26 pm
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headphone raichu. @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 12:37 pm :3 So far I'm not added in... |
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Salaya @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 3:08 pm done! |
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Collab with (^~^)
This is just the background. I thought maybe we could just add stuff as we go? Like I will do a few of the animals then you do some, and so on. |
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inezfryburger @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 2:22 pm sweet okay |
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Oh sweet boredom
My mom was laughing about cinnamon toast crunch commercial |
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quitting¿ @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 1:47 pm LUFS!! |
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?Insanity?
So this wass basically just a copy of a drawing I have in my sketchbook and I was just wanting to see how good I could do trying to draw it on the Oekaki. . . Obviously not very good. But I think I did rather well with using a laptop and all.
Anyway, please enjoy my fall to insanity. xD |
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Light And Darkness
Light The bringer of hope and resilience A gift we humans abuse and spread light across the sky, blocking out the stars Darkness The guardian of pain and fear A curse we humans attempt to destroy, but the darkness will soon devour us, because of our foolish ways Ah, that was fun to make^^ The poem is written by me, let me explain the meanings. Light: hope and survival. Darkness: pain and destruction that humans cause. Comment and criticism are greatly appreciated. Some people here on CS and friends outside of CS have told me to ask to have this moved to Intermediate, but I am not sure. Opinions on this would be helpful.
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Eeveeprincess01 @ Sun Nov 18, 2012 2:23 pm WHY IS THERE NO COMENTS?!!?!? AND WHY IS THIS IN BEGINER?!!??! THIS IS AWSOMENESS!!!!! |
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ElementStar @ Sun Nov 18, 2012 2:25 pm Thank you so much^^ |
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Miavinn @ Sun Nov 18, 2012 4:21 pm It's so beautiful!! And yes ou should move it!! |
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Sketching :D
Just pictures caused by boredom. |
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Um...
Um...You decide whatever this is. |
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❤Panda&Bear❤ @ Tue Dec 04, 2012 6:03 pm Its just looks wonderful! lol =D |
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TheNeonMoustache @ Wed Dec 05, 2012 11:00 am Well I have NO idea whatsoever of what it is... |
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I WILL MISS U CS! @ Wed Dec 05, 2012 11:14 am
i do it is a purple flamelighting up the night doesn't it look like fire or is it just me? |
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Random Frienderman Face
Frienderman didn't know what a camera was and go too close... |
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midna1 @ Sun Sep 02, 2012 11:31 am
i love minecraft endermen are awesome |
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snart @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 10:19 am I love Enderman o.o I captured one and kept staring at it. |
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I Love Mustaches!
Mustaches are cool |
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SluLooLoo @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 10:18 am bump |
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Miss Coolgem
{ The character I play with the most in Animal Jam. |
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emiistar @ Sun Dec 09, 2012 11:37 am Hey! I play AJ too! |
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W I T C H. @ Sun Dec 09, 2012 11:41 am That's cool!Btw,I'm on AJ too.My user is wolves61874 there.I use Queen Glamstar the most. |
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IndianaSnow @ Sun Dec 09, 2012 11:44 am Omg what's ur user??? I love aj!! |
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bored
sigh... |
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Dreamy girl 4345 @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 9:56 am I Really like your picture!!! Hope that you can not get bored anymore! |
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Pirate Spawn @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 10:02 am I like the colour contrast! ^_^ this is good! |
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ART FOR Geinkotsu
THIS IS ART FOR Geinkotsu AND FOR Geinkotsu ONLY! Geinkotsu I will send you the code |
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dream catcher
still need to do the background |
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happya5 @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 8:56 am finished sorry about the lousy background. |
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COLOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
theres so many colours |
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Apple Cinnamon Spice @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 7:31 am Cool |
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Experiment
Just an experiment please leave a comment |
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eldoggy28 @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 6:44 am
i like it very abstract also it reminds me of glow sticks kind |
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Apple Cinnamon Spice @ Wed Dec 12, 2012 7:31 am I agree! |
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