i know i took a while to get to this, but you know.

you asked me for a request last week, or some time before that, right? i'm glad.

requests are still open, go to the drawing this is based on, and fill in the form, if you want.

nee, onii-chan, is my voice still that of a squirrel?

by the way, i used to have a character, almost 4 years ago, (man, is it nice to put some distance between me and those days,) back when i played animal jam: said artic (sic) wolf, with horns, who was blue and black, with a very put together look.
this is my interpretation of her, um.. oh, i had something to say but forgot.

i have left behind almost all of my friends from that time, and wonder if ever, i'll talk to them again, you know? i had some friends, friends i considered to be close.

now, i can look back at the way i was before. occasionally i see people who are like the way i was then...
obviously, i am not any better or worse than anyone else, it's just interesting, of course, of course, simply quite interesting you know?

i wonder if people see me as faking my personality, the way i act and think, you know?
well, i want to be the most accurate version of myself, as well as the most good, you know?

forgive me! i'm no good, but that's a lie. i'm really just like you, just in the same way you're just like me, and even if i was faking it all, what difference would it really make? especially since sometimes i can't even tell if it's all a lie.

lying people annoy me, so do mean people, so i have to strike a balance somewhere in the middle, i try to say what i mean, and i try to be kind, because that's my nature, just like you.

i believe very strongly that the human nature is to be kind, so try your best, all right? i'll try mine

my brother dislikes paolo because he's gay
and told me "im glad you're not gay"
i am tho
OOF

gut

idk probably new characters

i'm rubbish at designing people please help

it's been a really hard past 3 months, or just 5 months, or just leading up to everything that's happened ever since my medicine stopped working and i fell into this endless loophole of hallucinations, mind-numbing thoughts, insomnia, anxiety, and honestly it just feels like 2018's depression-fest all over again. i'm so confused, i feel like i'm in a thick haze that's covering my brain and i can't think straight, but i understand everything it seems like now. it just, it just all makes perfect sense. of course its all happening like this, of course I've been questioning all of these things, that's just the way it is. i'm so tired. i don't know what to do, or how to cope other than scribbling down some edgy, talentless art on oekaki and trying to slowly build up my self confidence with the compliments and likes i get from my art, just for it all to get shattered and completely obliterated by someone i trust. but now, i'm not sure who to trust, i'm not sure who i really even relate anymore. i'm not myself anymore.

just quick sketChes before i go to bed


11:44 pm

This is one of the characters in a story my friend and I are going to make. It's me, lol.
*Lines do not belong to me*

This morning, I was feeling like absolute trash, I was just wasting my life away on the couch and watching EXO videos of them doing crazy things (like wearing big bird costumes or playing musical chairs. c:), so I decided I need to do something with my life. Drawing Zuna has become a thing that relieves stress, she's a familiar person to draw and hang out with. <3 I experimented and did my first ever side profile so EVERYTHING'S ALL OVER THE PLACE AND WRONG but I really don't care. XD I'm just satisfied that I did something like this.

I don't have anything else to say other then uhhh... I apparently love drawing Zuna in forests??? XD I don't know, it's really fun. *shrugs*

The timer is off (I got distracted by talking to my best friends, hehe), I used a mouse, Zuna is my OC so don't steal her, and please don't steal or repost! <33

All comments and likes are appreciated so much!

it me
i saw a lot of these n theyre really cool so i wanted to jump on the bandwagon

title says it all lmao

lemme know what you think and if I should more of my persona!

Hope it looks okay. ^^

I did the whole comic on this one oekaki so you cant see the entire thing. the concept is caleb is trying to reason with jake that he doesn't have to be strong or tall but gets roasted in the end.... made the first version a while ago so its the "redone" version

Hope it's okay. ^^

I love this au so much aa

Thanks for caring i guess.

listening to flatsound + feeling bad
and hey do you like plums? a lot of people don't
I do though

Happy 2k19

Guys im just done. Bye.

trying to learn how to use the art program on here, i tried my best but the coloring/lining was super hard for me lol (everyone PLEASE interact i need some validation here)

Not too sure how I feel about this, one of my first fan arts!

Timer is off

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