uhh this was a test to see if my old drawing tablet that didn't work on my old computer would work on this one, and it sorta did?? I was able to draw him but then the pen quit working like it always used to :(( also the tablet itself is kinda finicky but it works ig

wowie!! it me!!

i'm 90 pounds of pure anxiety and everything scares me


other random facts about me:
☆ I have three cats and a dog!! (so many scratches,,, help,,,)
☆ I have myotonic muscular dystrophy type two (which is a lot less severe than type 1! I just get muscle cramps all the time in my hands and legs (like my fingers clench up and I can't unclench them for a couple seconds, and my ankles always ache in the evenings or after going up stairs) and restless leg syndrome at night. its genetic (got it from my dad. yeet) and it basically means my muscles are slowly deteriorating and the doctor says I need to exercise but they can't tell me what to do!! rebel!!)
☆ I'm hella lonely because all my friends are in school
☆ I can't gain weight to save my life. it's a bit of a problem
☆ my life is one big mess please help me

I am currently obsessed with the old-ish kdrama "To The Beautiful You" and LEMME TELL YOU. The three main characters are PERFECTION. They make me smile and laugh like crazy. They make my heart break slightly and feel bad for them. They are the sweetest things everrrrr!

ESPECIALLY EUN-GYEOL! ;-; That dorky and loyal and caring puppy. He's so full of smiles and laughs and I LOVE HIMMMM. I'm only on episode 6 but man, he took my heart from episode 1, scene 1 with him! I wasn't expecting to like him from what I had seen/heard about his character but he totally surprised me and man, he's such a cutie! I couldn't help it, I just had to try my hand at drawing him and his beautiful smile. His eyes are so cuteeee when he smiles. <33 I have a feeling that heartache is coming his way and MANNNN, WHYYYY. This is THE hardest love triangle I've ever seen. I could ship Jae-hee (the girl) with either Eun-gyeol OR Tae-joon (the rival). (இ﹏இ)

I'm pretty happy with how this turned out! I'm not usually one to do poses or anything interesting so I'm kindddd of proud of myself for sticking an arm in the picture when I usually shove them out of the picture. The one that is hanging down it bothering me because it doesn't look like it's behind him, like I wanted it to look, BUT WHATEVER. XD I still had fun drawing this. c:

The timer is mostly accurate, I used a mouse, and please don't steal or repost this! My reference picture for his pose was this and I'm chucking this in because I used it for his smile and I felt like sharing his smile with youuuuu! <33

All comments and likes are appreciated like crazy, I mean it!! <3

"im not dead" i say, boldly retreating to the shadows

first things first. im gonna start (or soemtimes end) this like i always do: the timer is INACCURATE do NOT trust it. that's what it wants you to believe, but it never takes into account tht the oekaki likes to freeze many-a-time during one measly session and i have.. other responsibilities to attend to. ahem
anywayyy. characters with blue/red palettes,,,. can never get enough of those guys. i could probably name a few more but heres just some of my favs!! wahoo

pssssssssst why is the picture not loading unless i open it again. what
edit: OK it's fixed,, not. sure what that was

Here are Ashibe, Sugao and Goma-chan!
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Anyone here likes Shonen Ashibe? Because I sure do, I'ts my second favorite anime!
I like this anime, because It filled the void that Kirby Right Back ta Ya left in my heart a year ago. And I love seals! When I saw it on KissAnime, I was like: SEAL ANIME?!! I HAVE TO WATCH IT!!!! And Sugao is 2nd on my top 10 husbandos list. Sorry, Waluigi!
I decided to come back to Beginner's Oekaki, because my Leafeon drawing is almost at 20 votes (thank you!), and my recent drawings on Intermediate Oekaki aren't doing very well. So I'll post on BOTH forums!.
When I look for anime, I look for something I never heard of, that isn't very violent or sexual. And because I've never heard of it, I always think it's neiche. I remember finding K-ON on chia-anime and thinking no one knows what it is until my cousin told me. And it was the same for this anime. But when I looked it up for the logo to make a fake switch game cover in krita, I saw many results. Even a Polish review! (If you're curious what kind of fake switch game cover I was making, here it is)
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not a lot of thought went into this I just really wanted to finish something

In my defense, im on mobile ;w;

I dont use oekaki very often at all, but i was bored, s o

never been good at drawing noses or faces in general sO !! sketches i did from my mind bc i have too many tabs open to draw from a reference

me: disappears for months on end, only very rarely posts
also me: hey guys noses 🤠

I have no idea.
I just had a random thought an went, "Why not do this, let's go boi."


When the night dawns, the greed, & sadness within awakens.

Thank you siinamota! Today (july 23rd) is the anniversary of something rather tragic associated with him but I still want to thank him for his music, I think he's the artist with the most works (songs) that have directly made me cry

I tried to draw girl with a weird scarf from "someone who sings songs" but idk how to do humans and I'm resigned to my phone for now so she looks very bad and the composition is confusing... I am sorry.. she's holding the match from the aformentioned song, the scarf confuses the eyes, oops

But yeah. Just thanks. I hope you are happy and have had your rest. You deserve it.


Edit: after crying over this for three hours I'm still not done

decided i'm not gonna open comms for a while,,
and i've got a loooooot of requests for things aaaaa

ghghgh i can't draw hands ok
but him
based on this:

just some messy briefing on this species

some new character concept art

i think they're both in a weird hair length period but it's not because either of them are trying to grow it out, but because both of them are too lazy to get an actual haircut that wasn't done by someone who's wildly under qualified wielding a rusty pair of kitchen scissors and a razor meant for beards

I know it's an odd thing to say, but I was really in the mood to practice drawing tears online today, XD!

I haven't ever truly been able to master drawing tears digitally - until now, that is, since I think these turned out pretty good! c: I did a bunch of different emotions and skintones to test stuff even further as well c:
Yeah, I’m aware that there are no defined head shapes or anything, and that the whole dripping-off effect doesn’t quite work correctly here because of it - I just had to have some color behind the bottom drops so I could, uh, see it, y’know? XD

Not much else to say here tbh, XD! Uh... the timer's a bit off since my dog yanked my headphones cord for the second time now, and I had to mess with them for a good 5 minutes to get the connection to work again (aaaand now they've messed up AGAIN. Sorry, I'm ticked :1).
Have a great day, everyone and anyone who happens to see this! <3

Beach gremlin

i do truly love him, lol

Take about 40 minutes off the timer cause I left it open while I was doing some stuff.



Ref for dusky BG
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Ref for geisha
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Just some more character sketches.