by Mooncake. » Mon Mar 19, 2018 2:44 pm
β username: Mooncake.
β name: Amanaki
β gender/preferred pronouns: Male, he-him-his
β name and explain their biggest fear: Atychiphobia - a-βtik-i-βfo-bE-a
Atychiphobia - fear of failure. Normal amounts of doubt regarding success in certain activities is usually apparent in most people. But when the fear of failure takes on an extreme form then it is termed as Atychiphobia.
They aren't considered a perfectionist by any standards. They are just more afraid of failing, afraid of the disappointment from failure. They are afraid of actually trying and showing what they can do because failure is just not good. Self-Confidence? What is self-confidence?
The fear of failure is just all to much for this poor komo. His fear all began when he was young and innocent in the world, nothing to fear except the shadow that followed you where ever you went. Amanaki loved to please his parents, he just loved the sweet look on their face whenever he did something wonderful. But one day his father came home with a weird look to him, a weird depressing look to him. Amanaki ran over to him, wanting to cheer him up."Father! Father I learned something new today that I want to show you." His father barely acknowledged him but gave his a slight nob to continue. Amanaki continued on and began to do a head stand, but got about half way up before clumsily falling sideways into his fathers most prized possessions, breaking all of the fragile items and denting all the of stronger items. His father got up immediately and ran over to where of his beloved items laid broken among the floor. He slowly bent down and picked up one of them, never looking anywhere but at that certain one. "I'm so so so sorry father. I didn't mean to, I just thought I could cheer you up." His father didn't budge, just kept looking at the item. A few moment later he began to talk, but in a low mummer where Amanaki could barely make out what he said. "What was that father?" His father gritted his teeth and slowly rose from where he was bent down. "I said you are nothing but a big mistake, a big excuse for a child. All you ever do is go around trying to show off something new. But you really messed up this time, you are nothing but a big failure! " and began talking in a mocking tone "look father see what I can do?" His father began slowly walking towards him "you know what you big excuse of a failure? You get to clean all this mess up yourself." He turned around and began walking away and looked over his shoulder, "also can you do me a huge favor? Pretend that I was never your father in the first place, that will really help." Amanaki began to cry but tried his best to hold it in, in between sniffles he murmured things to himself trying to make the situation better, but it never did. I'm never going to trying anything new ever again!
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