[abxy]

yknow when you get to a point where nothing surprises you anymore??? because yeah that's how i feel right now

like yeah things disappoint me and boy howdy do they make me mad but it's like... nothing really makes me think "wow, this is awful i can't believe that happened!" or "wow, i can't believe no one who can do something about this is doing anything!" anymore, it's more like "jeez, this is awful, this shouldn't have happened" or "huh, no one who can do something about this is doing anything. fantastic."

this goes for both things i can't talk about on cs and things i can (for example, homophobia, which can fall into either realm)