- i say i'm
sorry to the world
you keep throwing
things at me
too fast for
me to see
don't you see
that it's killing me
i promise this
is not a farewell
but my own declaration
of my well-being
not seeing my pain
i swear it
doesn't stop
one incident after another
voices screaming in my head
its not okay
what's okay
my pain is growing relentlessly
torturing me endlessly
when will it stop
when will it fade
my public facade
is being broken
by softspoken
words of
my devil
haunting me til
i can't wait longer
for the resolution of
my story
is this too boring
i'm sorry
you all don't care
for other's pain
like they say
no pain no gain
but what have I gained
in this world of misery
what comes happily
when will i find
my treasure
when i am
someone else's displeasure
i say i'm
sorry to the world
you keep throwing
things at me
too fast for
me to see
don't you see
that it's killing me
i promise this
is not a farewell
but my own declaration
of my well-being
not seeing my pain
hey wait a minute
i see it
a light
shining bright
a ahead of me
but it's so far
but that's the price of being a movie star
if you read the entire thing, thank you. i am in a time of darkness and found this in my drafts. i wrote this in honor of my cousin, who after promising herself life, gave up.
the only difference between my cousin and me is that i know i have so much to live for.
the posts are open, please share what you think.
the only difference between my cousin and me is that i know i have so much to live for.
the posts are open, please share what you think.
