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♛ - an eternal conundrum // contrition

Postby andreas⠀ » Sat Sep 02, 2017 9:01 am

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              ❝ perhaps i am a different person, the better half
              of me died a long time ago ❞






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♛ - an eternal conundrum - // 81

Postby andreas⠀ » Sat Sep 02, 2017 9:12 am

      제 한숨이요?
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♛ - an eternal conundrum - // 82

Postby andreas⠀ » Mon Sep 04, 2017 8:49 am


      "you're the person who knows me best but still can't figure me out?"

      "part of me doesn't want to figure you out completely, i like the pursuit of trying to. "

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♛ - an eternal conundrum - 83

Postby andreas⠀ » Tue Sep 05, 2017 11:51 am


      아직도 날 싫어하나요?
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♛ - an eternal conundrum - 84

Postby andreas⠀ » Sat Sep 09, 2017 3:01 pm

      I remember I talked about a tunnel. A tunnel of darkness, where they'd lose their way.

      In someway's i predicted the immediate events shortly following that statement. But I realize why i wrote about the tunnel at all, because I'd talked about this with- I'd talked about this very period that day, and that the way you spoke about it hurt me. So it inspired me to write about what'd it be like, and what i wished. I was talking about right now, many months ago.

      It always worried me, knowing that at some point i'd enter that tunnel. Because the tunnel meant uncertainty, and confusion, and fear. I was scared of those things then.

      Truth be told, maybe part of me will always remain here. I don't mind that. It's cold and I feel,, nothing, as if I'd felt too much upon entering it to feel anymore. As though I'd cried all of my tears away a long time ago.

      I can't see neither you or I here. Maybe everyone is here and It's too dark to see them.

      the tunnel is just the means to get there.


      No one is meant to stay here, but what's the point of leaving if there's no hope of reaching the goal we set out for anyway? Why would you stay if, you couldn't see me, and presume me dead? Just as I presume you to be.
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♛ - an eternal conundrum - // 85

Postby andreas⠀ » Thu Sep 14, 2017 1:31 pm

      I done seen you glow like that, I must say that I'm proud
      Thinkin' 'bout the times when you would go into my house (ayy)
      Had to let you go like that, I'd say it &!&*@# me up (ayy)
      You live in my head without a doubt (ayy)
      Always anxious, got your picture on my necklace (yuh)

      I let you do what you want
      No need for explanation
      You go through my mind all day
      All night, it feels like immigration
      One of these days I'll !@#%^* around
      And book a flight up to Manhattan
      Don't wanna see you go but I'd do the same as you
      Don't see why you would go back to seein' me when you
      Didn't wanna hurt my feelings but I couldn't get a clue
      Didn't wanna seem perceivin' 'bout the things that you pursue

      I was just thinkin' 'bout you
      And it made me think of colors of the space
      70 miles up in my coupe
      And not a thought 'bout steppin' on my brakes
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Postby andreas⠀ » Thu Sep 21, 2017 7:51 am


      i laid flowers and a dessert with a numbered candle down by her grave
      gestures she could no longer accept, a date she could no longer celebrate
      the cold air blew around me, scattering dead leaves, chilling my bones,
      and blowing out the candle as well. an unsurprising response, if it was to be considered one
      the sky was painted a dreary gray, clouds dark and close, as if they were going to mourn
      as i was. but who were they mourning?

      there i lost track of time, and somewhere along the way i fell asleep on a bench
      the delicate prod of a familiar touch stirred me awake.
      she looked like her. she didn't say much, but she held an umbrella above us
      i'd been so lost in memories i didn't even notice the storm around me.
      i was grateful for her. perhaps she didn't want me to be alone.
      she told me that the one in the empty grave was in a better, happier place now.

      she seemed from another world, glowing almost. as if the umbrella
      was purely for me, that the rain wouldn't affect her even without it.
      as if she was from a different time; the future, and i was dreaming
      in the past. she knew i wouldn't leave, so she remained there huddled next to me.
      short breaths blew white clouds, but those breaths were wordless.
      heavenly and divine, but still earthly in that she fell asleep on my shoulder.
      still earthly in that i saw her chest rise and fall, as she nodded off quietly.
      i was thankful, and i would keep that moment to remember.
      i knew at some point i would wake her and we'd leave, but for now


      the rain fell

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♛ - an eternal conundrum - 87

Postby andreas⠀ » Tue Oct 03, 2017 1:48 pm


      "can i never hide anything at all?"

      "you can hide your thoughts, but you can't hide your feelings from me."
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♛ - an eternal conundrum - 88

Postby andreas⠀ » Mon Oct 09, 2017 2:24 pm




      fly away

      The moist feeling of morning grass on her back, and raven black hair sprawled out like a sea on it. Arms folded behind her head, and the humming of cicadas in the distance. The wind blew gently, tugging at the grassy hill top, and the atmosphere above was blue and luminous. Half closed eyes gazed up at the endless expanse of azure, mind forming images with the clouds.

      They made her think back, and it made the young woman wonder if he was thinking of her too. Probably not. She let out a sigh,
      a sigh of something like acceptance, or perhaps nostalgia, and stretched her legs so that her sandals slipped off. Absentmindedly, a hand reached up, maybe to grasp at the face of someone who would've, should've been holding her now in his lap, or maybe to touch the clouds and bring them down to her.

      A butterfly touched down on her finger, its wings a brilliant orange in color. Her heart should've lurched, and she should've shook it away. But her eyes focused on the insect, perhaps relating it to some obscure detail about the person she sought to forget now. Maybe he liked butterflies, maybe it was color of its wings,, either way, it was the closest thing she had to him now.

      "Why did you come here?" Spoke a voice. "To get away I guess."

      "From me?" It replied. "No! To get away from the city, you know i didn't want-" For a second, she raised her voice, showing a hint of emotion, startling the butterfly and it flew away. Clenching her fist in frustration, her hand fell to the ground lifelessly.



      goodbye my sparrow

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Postby tharrot » Mon Oct 09, 2017 4:23 pm

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