♛ - an eternal conundrum - ♛

[King Andre]

"Goodbye, my sparrow."

[King Andre]

we're heading into a tunnel, my love.

neither of us want to, but its a nessacery step.

the tunnel is dark, and foreboding and neither of us know what its like inside.

at the end of the tunnel is a light that calls to us, and that is our next goal.

the tunnel is just the means to get there.

we know there will be obstacles and scary things

but if we hold hands as we trek through, how can we get lost?

[King Andre]

I love me you

I love me you enough for the both of us...

That’s why you trust me,,,

I know you've been through more than most of us,,

[King Andre]

There was a pair of souls, so utterly intertwined by the strings of fate that they were inseparable. Their's was a love unseen before by any mortal, they were truly and utterly in love with each other, in a bond that transcended any regular love.

But there was a jealous demi-god, who couldn't stand to see the beautiful face of the girl with anyone else. So the two were cursed for eternity, to always get close but never together. Both of them would always be forced, sometimes directly, to watch the other succumb a gruesome fate, just before they could finally feel the electric touch of the others skin. A touch that would break the esoteric curse.

In one life he was a member of the mafia, and she was the daughter of a store owner who hadn't payed his debts. He'd lain eyes on her barely 10 minutes, taking in ever detail of her heavenly sculpted features. Her raven black hair and fair complexion, and a gaze that told him there was a storm of emotions within her, and something within him urged the reincarnate towards her, to hold her and tell her she'd weathered enough maelstroms.

And then his daydream fell apart with the click of a gun and the screams of a woman who's life was taken too early.

In another life he was a brilliant mathematician and scientist and she was a simple towns-person, living in catholic Europe. She laid eyes on his face, smiling and energetic,, so full of life. He was jovial, and inviting with a charisma that absolutely captured her heart. Something about him was familiar and inviting, but something within herself held the young woman back from approaching him.

The next and last time her eyes met his, he was staring at the noose of a rope, oddly accepting of the finality that dangled before him. It was his mind, that conflicted with the teachings and laws, that ended him.

Some lives they recognized each other, and others it was just a simple spark; but they would always find a way to get near each other, to the point where they would sometimes almost touch,, but it was never before the other could lose their life. Almost is never enough. The souls were always lost because without one another they didn't know who or what they were, as if a piece of them were missing and they were only whole in the other's presence.


And so they were truly and utterly, forever lost.

[King Andre]

and its occurred to me

that exactly one month has came and went. and the same thing happened.

exactly 30 days. give or take 7 hours. but still the same day.

is it poetic? is it tragic? is it destiny? I can't help but feel time repeated itself so cleanly for a reason

Someone up there is testing my patience, and i guess this is what i get for swearing that i'd endure it all.

and i guess, when i have a long talk with myself, i'll find that i really am willing to endure it all.

happy anniversary. cheers to a brighter future.

[King Andre]

my mind is too heavy a burden for my soul to carry

in the end the weight leaves my spirit crushed

[King Andre]

♪ "How I'm feeling, it doesn't matter
Cause you know I'm okay
Instead, I ask myself, "Why do you worry?"
When you know, you know I'm the same
I know, I know you don't love me, baby
They’re trying to take you away from me
Only over my dead body..." ♪

[King Andre]

drifting

empty so i can float

thoughts like butterflies

they flutter in the wind

i am scattered

[King Andre]

oh i'm not going back to that

that was terrible and extremely stressful

i was extremely ridiculous then and ill

become like that again if i;;

im not even sure why im thinking about

those times again, or well i know why

but i hate it. so many bad memories that

i'd just like to forget. all because of how

i'd overthink things so much and i can see

that its possible ill be back to that, soon

so whatever it takes, no matter how hard

it is to swallow, i'm really not going to go

back to that.

[King Andre]

"And shake the yoke of inauspicious stars
From this world-wearied flesh. Eyes, look your last.
Arms, take your last embrace. And, lips, O you
The doors of breath, seal with a righteous kiss
A dateless bargain to engrossing death."