ριcкιηg υρ тнє ριєcєѕ....Staying up all night
waiting for the sun
will tomorrow shine
or will only rain come?
will I be in a cloud of rain drops
or will I fall alone?
Will my stroll be of quiet thinking
or will someone walk me home?
layin back and hangin out
I'm in no hurry to run
because I'm staying up all night
waiting for the sun
Sitting in the dark
waiting for the dawn
i sit and count the stars
watching them shine on
comparing space to miami
numbers equal in lights
blending in the greens and blues
matching tear drops in my eyes
from not wanting to compromise
and being selfish though it's wrong
so i'm sitting in the dark
waiting for the dawn
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The connection we obtain like the thunder and the rain
like the shining light of day
like the warmth of the sun's rays
The fire that we spark
like new hope found in the dark
like the castles in the sky
like the love shown in our eyes
The laughter that we share,
the moments showing that we care
these feelings that we own
and the closer we have grown
The perspective we've opened up,
the diamond in the rough
to polish and adore &
never let shatter on the floor
The seperation we don't fear
because we'll always be right here-
we'll never let them break us,
from this dream they cannot wake us
And the words that we repeat
which meaning makes us weak
from the passion we obtain like the thunder and the rain
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Why'd you have to smell so good?
Why'd you have to look so fine?
Why'd you have to disappear when you were almost mine?
Why'd you have to walk so close?
Why'd you have to hold me hand?
Why don't I understand?
Is there something wrong with me? Something I can't fix?
Am I broken or confused? Because I really don't get this.
So used to knowing all the right things to say,
I'm speechless now that you've taken my breath away.
Why'd she have to break your heart?
Why'd she have to tear you down?
Why can't I see that you'll never come around?
Why'd I have to come last?
Why'd I have to play with fire?
Why'd I have to fall so hard, or walk out on the wire?
The blaze, the aftermath, and cleaning up the shards,
hand-picked off the floor, because we shattered much too hard.
Hanging by a thread, I knew that we would break
crystal clear and filled with hurt, no room for rage or hate.
Only to seperate the feelings that keep me here,
Not one more why will I the answer fear.
deαr cαrol
I see you in my dreams almost every single night
but when I wake up in the morning, you're still missing in my life.
The memories we had, full of fun times and laughter,
our childhood spent together, and the tears that came thereafter.
If someone had told me then to appreciate you more,
because someday I would leave and forever lock that door,
I'd still have you now, even so far away,
and I wouldn't still be crying upon remembering that day.
I miss you more than anything, if only you really knew.
If I could wish for anything, I'd only wish for you.
You were my sister, you were my friend,
but I didn't treat you like you really deserved back then.
Now here I am, asking God to hear me if he can,
and begging him to find a way to give me another chance.
I'm not five years old, I know that chance will never come,
we can't go back or rewind, that chapter in our lives is done.
I see you in still pictures, you grow more everyday.
You grow taller and have new habits, and you're more beautiful along the way.
Though I'm happy, I'm also sad,
because you were the closest friend I've ever had.
You know things that no one should,
not all bad, and not all good.
I miss you, Carol, I really do,
and I hope you miss me, too.
I tried to say goodbye,
but I started, I could only cry.
This world is small, but full of big dreams,
for mine to come true, I'd give everything.
Nothing would mean more to me than to see you again,
but there's still a lot of life to live, and I know we have no end.
So until the day I meet you as the butterfly you are,
I'll keep close the little sister I knew, and keep wishing on the stars.
