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[Shoe.]

just wondering how comedians live with themselves knowing they’re awful people

[Hocaro Kitsune]

It took me so much to get to where I was. Years of therapy and medication, lots of time for emotional wounds to heal.. I felt better than I ever had. I was happy. My minds was like a jenga tower that look a lot of time and care to build, but after one tiny mistake, one block being pulled, it all fell apart

[aaAAA]

i'm hungry but i can't be bothered to eat
i'm getting skinnier and more pale and i don't like it
but i don't want to eat
it just makes me feel guilty, like i shouldn't do it,,,

i just want to lie in bed and watch snake documentaries or draw and not have to deal with anxiety and school and relationships and family problems

please please please eat something!
you deserve to eat, you deserve to be healthy, you deserve to take care of yourself ;;

[calculator]

i'm hungry but i can't be bothered to eat
i'm getting skinnier and more pale and i don't like it
but i don't want to eat
it just makes me feel guilty, like i shouldn't do it,,,

i just want to lie in bed and watch snake documentaries or draw and not have to deal with anxiety and school and relationships and family problems

hey you’re not alone..
recently got a new boyfriend and he eats ALOT & to impress him i’ve barely been eating.
everytime i eat around him it’s a overwhelming since of guilt and even sometimes the anxiety of it gets so bad that I throw up what I just ate..

[autumnsoundtrack]

A huge misunderstanding involving me triggered my boyfriend's mom's girlfriend's ptsd; she's been having a rough time and the misunderstanding I caused pushed her over the edge and now their relationship is really rocky. And my boyfriend's mom says it's best if I don't go over to their house for a while now. This really sucks for everyone.

Please explain this to me, you said you triggered her somehow? Have you tried asking her to talk it out with you? Afterall, you said it was a 'misunderstanding', so she clearly doesn't quite understand what's going on, or she mistook your words for something else. Try asking her to discuss the matter with you. If she still doesn't catch on, maybe someone else can explain it to her better.

I haven't introduced myself to her because of my social anxiety, every time I see her she's watching TV or doing something and I just feel like I'd be such a bother to her. And she didn't say hello either because she's shy too. And last time I went to my boyfriend's house she was there, and apparently she was getting up off the couch to make the first move and say hi to me. I didn't know this and went upstairs to put a really hot pizza down and go to the restroom (she didn't know that), and apparently she saw this as me turning my back on her and disrespecting her. And she's gotten a lot of disrespect in her life that's caused her ptsd, and what happened was an unfortunate event out of many recently that just pushed her over the edge. And now I'm not allowed back there for a while in case I'll trigger her ptsd; she also probably doesn't want to talk to me for a while because of this too. I just feel so terrible and so trapped, especially because I can't even apologize and clear things up.

[illusion.]

I really really really need a hug right now.

[xan]

i need to reorganize my playlists and i dunno where to start

[chikin]

I can't draw anymore. I had no desire to draw anything for months and the drive just keeps burning away. I don't know what to do..

[ashton.]

tbh i really feel like no one likes me...

[drift.]

I'm so sad and I'm crying for no reason at all
- actually so many reasons but there's just too many
and I hate crying.. I hate feeling helpless and alone
I hate being upset with no one there, I'm just so empty lately
I used to be such a happy energetic person before the world caught up with me and shoved me down.. now I never want to
Get up and try again, I don't want to pick myself back up
Because I know no ones gonna be there to help me and dust me off.. and maybe that's my fault, I've isolated myself lately,
I dont want them to see me hurting..
I don't have depression, or at least I haven't been diagnosed, but oh lord if I did this would be it. It's like I'm in a hole of misery I can't escape.

Oof wow this only made me cry harder
my only venting space has betrayed me haha :')