Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Moonshadow3]

Dear person

Oh my gosh where do I start?
I know I just met you September and I don’t Know you that well and all we have is elective together but I really, really like you. I don’t think you like me back but that’s okay. You like me as a lil awkward friendo bean who texts me until 2am
And knows about my ADHD and loves to rant about Star Wars with me. And I love you for that. I hope we can maintain our friendship forever :3 (this was v cheesy)

-Moon

[mandalorian]

dear 🐷,

on jan 14 it was four years since you left me alone in a chat room, wondering what i did wrong. it's been four years since i got the dreaded answer and was told you were gone. it's been four years since we talked; it's been four years since we laughed.

sometimes i wonder what would've happened if i caught you just in time. i wonder if i could've told you to talk to me, and if i could've been a better friend. you were a year older than me. you were smarter. mature. brave. sad. a best friend i needed. i wasn't anything like you — but i had wished i was. you knew so much more than me. you taught me about myself. you were the first person to teach me about sexuality. you helped me discover myself.

what did i do for you? lie to you? toss concerned looks when you talked about how sad you were? i was useless; while you were everything to me. you sent me a song and told me that you related to it; that wasn't long before you died. probably a week. i didn't say much that day. but i listened to it again and again, trying to understand you. i realized that i had no idea who you were.

you died. that's what they tell me. at first i believed them. then i didn't. sometimes i was mad. sometimes i cried. i threw things and i screamed into pillows. because of you.

i don't know what i believe now — but i do know that you left me. whether mentally or physically, you left me in a time of need. you tore me apart from all my friends, you told me i didn't need them and all i needed was you; i believed you. i hope that, if you are reading this, you understand that you really did tear apart that friendship and me.

i'd do anything to talk to you again.
i wouldn't be your friend after this, after four years of lies, but knowing you're okay? that'd mean the world to me. i want to go one day without feeling responsible for a death.

love,
dawn

[Marley.&.Me]

“Girlfriend”;

So you lied yesterday about hanging out with your best friend S?
TO CHEAT ON ME AGAIN?!
seriously?!
wow, i wish i hadn’t met you now...

-
your “boyfriend”

[_rιyα_]

Dear Life In General;
What did I do to deserve this? What did I do to make this happen? you tear things from my life, and just when they start to get better, you rip apart my world and tape it together backwards and inside-out.When something good comes along, you change it, twisting it beyond comprehension, pulling it out of place. . . Why do I deserve this?
--Ever confused, G.

[momincharge]

umi, my ex girlfriend.

its weird to think that its only been a month. doesn't it, 'love'? :)
you were my pride and joy. i loved it when i talked to you, you were so bubbly and stuff.
but when i found out that you were depressed, i became so, so, so flipping worried. i loved you, so much, but then you lied to me. it was a huge lie.

you lied that you you stabbed yourself in the stomach, and thats not the worse part.
you tried to find an excuse to dump me.
excuse me? i tried to help you thru everything, and this is how you repay me?
you used me. lied to me. stabbed me in the back.
you were all that i cared for.
if i said the truth, you would send all your friends to hate on me.
i would've loved just to be friends still.
but thats not an option now, is it?
goodbye, umi.

- your mentally insane, silently depressed ex



mc, my new crush.

i love you so so so so much.
i know you already know, i told you already.
i'm so glad your in my life. when i think about umi, i think of you and i feel better.
you have changed my life.
i know i say ily a lot and its annoying, but its true.
you said no when i asked you out, and i know when you say 'ily' you mean plantonically because we've known each other for a year, but i still squeal.
i love you so much more than a friend i really hope one day you say yes <3

- jaid

[drift.]

Dear M--,
I dont know how you got my snapchat but really, stop asking where i am, because its obviously not at school.. i'm sorry im not there to help with our project but honestly how can i when it involves giant machines..?

Use your head dummy. i like you, your funny, and your not as stuck up as the other popular guys. We're not exactly friends though so can you please stop messaging me? im not in the mood for long conversations about my horrible life and gossip about other people... I'm sorry Max, your a very happy person and if i sent this to you it would crush you. I know that...

a very irritated classmate of yours.

[realigned]

dear m,
i'm done with you.

[faunsie]

I like you but I cant tell you,its personally due to how young we are but when we get older I cant wait to meet you and we can finally have that hug we have always wanted,After all we promised.You are one of the best people I have met ♥

[drift.]

idk, 2018 was pretty sucky and 2020 is looking to be the same
I'm deleting this, if anyone is curious,
because my therapist has had enough of my whining and wants me
to stop clinging to the past
so. This is me letting it go.
In return, I'm leaving these little quotes laying around to hopefully help someone out.

"If you're in a dark place just know you didn't get a one-way ticket there.
You got a round trip, and you're gonna come back around baby, I promise."

[Fwutter]

Dear everyone.

Anxiety is becoming so bad it's slowly turning into depression and I can't stop it.