Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[buzzy]

dear D,
what's wrong with me? am I not good enough? are you mad at me? are you ignoring me? do you hate me?
why can't I get you out of my head? why, why, why, why, why?! I try so hard to get you out of my head, but yet... somehow you crawl your way back into my thoughts.

It's a non-stop cycle of confusion with you, stop playing hot & cold with me. I'm, not just some girl you can take advantage of, I might seem stupid but I'm not. I hate you so much, but I also love you so much.

A told me you like me.

L told me you liked S.

so, what the truth?

on Thursday, you were acting so weird, the good weird. so cute and adorable towards me, and only me. why? was it because S wasn't there? because she left early?

I notice something, when S is over there... smothering you you're quiet, and your eyes are weird, not the beautiful green and blue mix I feel for. your smile was there, but it wasn't the smile I love.

you somehow manage to hide that side of you when you're near her. I don't understand you. I want to ignore you, but I want to just love you. a small part of me knows deep down inside, you have feelings for me, but what are we waiting for?

[NiyaSimka]

Dear T,
You told me, "but if you leave
just know
i'll always be here if you come back.
it'll start and end with you,"
Is all that still true?
May 28th, 2019. Two years later. That's it. Just two years. Feels like ten.
The stupid thing is, I still care. Maybe that isn't stupid. I don't want this to be another letter that ends in disaster. I was trying to explain why I left last time.
This is to tell you I wish you well.
I'm dedicating Besides to you.
Thank you for everything.
- S

[paevent]

Dear _,
Ooooooof. I can’t stand not being around you. Is that bad? Seeing each other over the internet is fine, but I’d rather be next to you and hear your cute voice. I do have a crush on you, not that other girl, not anymore. I want to tell you that because, I don’t want you to think that I don’t love you. I’ll try to tell you tomorrow, I really don’t want to go to school but I’ll take the chance to see you in person again. Talking over the internet is a bit nerve-wracking for me. I can’t see people’s expressions and how they’re feeling to really connect with them. I think this is stupid, and my mind hates me for saying this, but I’m going to school tomorrow to be with you again. It’ll be a boring day, but at least part of that day will be with you.
wisher;

[acura,]

dear m,

why cant i tell you that youre such an amazing person and friend that i love so much. youve made my life so much better, youre always there for me whenever i need cheering up, you use to always put a smile on my face and still do, even over text messages. why cant i tell you that sometimes youre the only person that can make me smile and go back to my usual self? why cant i tell you that you mean the world to me,, and every time you message me i get excited and so happy that you decided to talk to me? whywhywhywhy.
why cant i tell you i liked you for your personality, youre smile, your laugh, your voice, your humour, the fact that you care about me and others so much ?? why cant i just say this to you. why ?? maybe im too chicken.

but i know that youre always there for me.
i know that youre always going to put a smile on my face

i wish i still saw you.
i wish i still hung out with you
we're so far away from eachother now.
but, yet...
youre still there for me ?? you have so many friends to talk to ,, and people to hang out with ,, yet you spend time in your day to communicate with me, even though we're so far away from eachother now ??

i wish i could still see you. i wish i told you this before. maybe i will one day. but i just want to let you know i love you for who you are, and i hope we can see eachother again. i miss you.

[Candy Canes]

Dear M,
See ya, I'm doing way better without you.

[AtlasHyperion]

Dear Dad,

Please stop trying to train my dog whenever we visit. She's not your dog, you don't know her, and you're frankly not very good at training her. Also, don't train her to do stuff I specifically asked you not to. My dog = my rules = my training = back off.

Thanks,
Your incredibly frustrated child.

[Cherry Boy]

Dear Miss M:
Seriously I (and a big part of the classroom) will miss you a lot! You were a really cool and nice teacher, its sad to know that we won't see you and a lot of the other teachers anymore due to the schedule change, but I'm happy to know that and that you liked the drawing/letter? I gave to you since you also were a huge jjba fan like me and sometimes we would fangirl a little about silly stuff about jjba c:

So in the end, thanks for everything in these two semesters!
-Cherry

[Spock and Kirk]

dear _____

I’m sorry.
They say you aren’t strong enough... I am not either.
I’ve been so hurt and scared.

Everything now is two years too late.
I only have a little while now before it will be over for real this time.

Yours truly, k//z
Ps. I’m not your friend.

[Lycancore]

dear m.

you're a disgusting, terrible person who does not deserve to teach or coach.

[paevent]

Dear self,
SHE LOVES ME, SHE FREAKING LOVES ME. THIS IS SO AWKWARD BUT AMAZING! I never thought I’d find a person. A girlfriend is definitely better than a boyfriend. Or at least, she’s better than a boyfriend. Tomorrow’s gonna be awkward since we shared how we felt over the internet, but at least I don’t have to worry if she liked me back or not.

Heh, I always joked about being gay, but this time it’s really true.
Signed, overly gay self.

P.S I’m so happy I can say this cuz she doesn’t have a CS account lmaoooo