TheComfortCorner | V.7

[yaksha.]

im getting so tired of being excited for things only to have
them taken away, time after time after time. im old and
tired i dont have time for this anymore.

[.Spaceman.]

I feel talentless and utterly lost
I need a direction

I'd love a hug and some words of encouragement

[Razors]

You're welcome to ignore me, I just felt like I couldn't talk to anyone else because my friends are going through stuff, too, and why would I want to add my load to their already heavy one? That or I've bothered the one person I did talk about this to to the point where they probably inwardly eye roll every time I even mention her name...I just need to get this off my chest...

The day before Easter I had to put my dog down. I know I'm not the first to do this....i know other people have felt that pain... But the guilt of it is what's killing me. She was thirteen... I'd had her most of my life, and as I got older it got to a point where it was literally just me and her. It was a measly living, but we always had each other. I'd never, ever have let her go without. She was definitely my soul companion, my best buddy, my road dog. She was always particularly unhealthy, but old age really hit her hard. She hurt to walk... We couldn't play much else she'd be unable to move afterwards for hurting so bad. She started loosing bladder control... And made messes frequently. It was frustrating, but I could clean it up. Sometimes she wouldn't even know she went... And I'd smell pee and the couch would be soaked...
She ended up having a stroke, and for a while she couldn't walk, but we got through it and she got better. The second one killed me... She was ten times worse... She couldn't move.. She wouldn't eat... She couldn't use the bathroom...she was so confused...I made a quick... Way too sudden decision to just put her down. I thought it was best. This was a really bad stroke... I gave her a day.. She still couldn't stand... She wouldn't eat... She couldn't even lift her head...
I'll never forget the moment. I regret it so much.. Every single day. It wasn't peaceful like most people said it'd be. She was scared. She shook... She looked at me... And I couldn't do anything. I feel so guilty... I wish I'd have given her more time. Helped her more. I feel like I made the decision too soon. It eats at me daily... Sometimes I just want to. Lay and cry... I feel like I let my best friend down when she needed me most... And I'm so. Miserable... I've tried filling her missing spot with pictures of her... I've spent a lot of money on art... Adoptables made to look like her... Blankets... Wall plaques... Toys... They briefly make me happy... Briefly remind me of my girl, Daisy. But then it fades away and I'm left with that hole again. I don't know what to do... I think I've been hurt by this loss harder than loosing actual family members. I know to some who aren't dog lovers may think that's dumb. But she literally was my everything. My drive, my motivation, my happiness. She gave me a reason for being, when it was just us. I'd work to bring her home toys or treats, or we'd go out to the park on my days off... She was my Daisy...

I miss you so much, my old girl. Life isn't the same without you... If the rainbow bridge is real, wait for me. I can't wait to see you again...

Precious daisy...

[SnakeScales]

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[kolechia]

I'm not really sure what to do? So in English these two people want to sit together and as
we have little space I've been asked by the teacher if I want to move to the back.

This wouldn't be much of a problem but the person next to me has been whining
about it for lessons on end, been merely insulting me in plain ear shot and I
don't like it one bit.

I told miss I don't want to move and said at the moment I can't hear very well
due to having a bad cold (which still applies a week later.)

I know I'm going to get asked about it again today, I just know and my anwser will
be the same. I don't want to move because I don't understand the subject well
so I would like to be at the front so I can hear and see everything that's going
on and concentrate.

I know the person will keep whining until they get what they want. I refuse to
speak to them and I'm not backing down. If they want me to go sit at the back
they will have the DRAG ME THERE.

I might try to talk to Miss (she's really sweet so that's easy) but I'm a really
nervous and I'm not sure what to say. I'm in a vulnerable position and ugh.

I don't want to snitch on that person because I'm not sure if they are being
mean as I can't hear them correctly and it could be a misunderstanding.
However, I have a strong feeling they are being horrible to me and trying
to drag their friends involved.

I don't see why I have to bend over backwards for someone who is not
only horrible to me but it will damage my learning. So nope. Not happening.

[Swishy & Broken]

Am I not good enough? Is that why you would say that?

I'll try harder to be better for everyone, I promise.

[mean&gay]

really dysphoric over my chest right now. i hate my body.

[middle child]

I've ever seen so thankful in my entire life. For each &
every one of my classmates, who understood &
comforted me, even tho they've only known me for a
few months (being a new student)

But for some reason, I regret letting it all out

They know what's happened before. I'm just so afraid
that they'll use it against me. Why did I say that?
Maybe it was bc I wasn't thinking straight. Maybe it
was bc everyone else had their own experience 2 tell,
& that encouraged me to finally open up

I don't know. I'm just confused. Should I be feeling
guilty for letting something out that's only supposed 2
be within & only within the family? Or should I be
thankful that I finally let all my emotions out & that
there's nothing much to hide anymore? & that I could
get the help I need if I do need anything at all?


I apologize if you didn't want a response.

I don't know what happened or what you shared, but I get the feeling it was very courageous. I think you should feel proud, not regretful. I also don't think your classmates would have any reason to be ill-intending like you suspect, especially if others also shared things like you did. There's not much more I can say, as I don't know the details, but I hope you can find peace of mind.


Aaahhh, this is what I needed. Thank you :) I'll try
2 always take that in mind more often

//

You know what, what's w liars & backstabbers
these days? We aren't in school just 2 get the
attention of ur crush, goodness............ I just
don't like those types of people -- who'd do
anything for attention, even if it meant saying
terrible things behind someone's back & getting
random ppl that don't deserve to get involved w

[sillies]

so tumblr asked me to register to vote

on deviant art I posted a status saying that tumblr was like "hey you should vote" and just at the end of it I put "no"

my friend has to come along and get mad at me saying how I don't care about our country?
It's not that I just hate politics and when I try to tell her she won't listen to me.

I'm just very embittered. I have a lot of reasons for not wanting to register to vote.

-_-

*internal screaming intensifies*

[revvington]

so tumblr asked me to register to vote

on deviant art I posted a status saying that tumblr was like "hey you should vote" and just at the end of it I put "no"

my friend has to come along and get mad at me saying how I don't care about our country?
It's not that I just hate politics and when I try to tell her she won't listen to me.

I'm just very embittered. I have a lot of reasons for not wanting to register to vote.

-_-

*internal screaming intensifies*

I just don't get why people care so much about who you vote for. They say that you didn't vote for the right person, even though there is no right answer.