TheComfortCorner | v.6

[Gizmutt]

I am such an alpha dog when it comes to group work. I don't play nice when put in the subservient role. It's terrible. I hate being 'that' person, but if you are going to try to take that from me step up and own it. Trying to go behind my back and being petty like a 5th grader just isn't going to fly. I really thought this crap might end at higher level schooling

Guess I was wrong. C:

[נוריאל]

I had myself quit chickensmoothie entirely because nobody wants me here. I don't get messaged, I don't get traded with. It's almost like I was preferred as an overly generous COPPA than someone who can chat and be friendly. And it's exhausting. I used to spend so much time here, and to suddenly be unwanted? It hurts. It hurts a lot. But what can you do, right?

[.zombie]

i dont know why im so scared. im supposed to meet with a teacher tomorrow with my mom and my guidance counselor.
the teacher is so very intimidating please help.

[seventh scripture]

i don't even know how to express my feelings anymore ??

[Eurydice]

I really need help. I'm pretty sure I'm Bisexual for an assortment of reasons, but I'm scared. I don't want to lose friends over it and I don't want my girl friends to feel uncomfortable with me having sleepovers with them and stuff even though just because I like girls doesn't mean I'm gonna ever hit on them. My mother has told me multiple times that she doesn't believe you can like both and "pick a side" but she doesn't realize how much it hurts me because I haven't come out yet. I'm afraid she'll call it a phase and hurt me even more than I've already been hurt. I'm just scared. I need help, I told one person which is a big step but I knew they'd be cool about it because they've suspected I was a little gay from the start lol. It felt so good to get it out but it took me 3 years to tell just 1 person. I'm just really overwhelmed but it's been haunting me a lot recently, and I really need some guidance. My parents wouldn't kick me out and they're pretty gay-friendly, but I'm still very concerned about telling them just because my mom won't believe me and she'll just tell me what I think like she always does and I can't deal with that. She might already kinda know because of how many times I've complimented the girls on the bachelor lol, but still I need help. Any advice?

Edit: I'm also worried that I'll be pressured to date a girl right from the getgo and I don't like a girl at the moment, I've just liked them in the past. I'm also not entirely sure because some days I'm like "yeah I'm definitely gay" and other days I'm like "I'm straight" and it's so confusing.

[Lazy9248]

I didn't know where else to post this. I don't need any advice this is just more of a rant/spillage of my feelings right now.

Recently an ex got in contact with me and we both kinda let the conversation fade out. I also decided I needed a little more space so I am taking a month before I contact him (I think that's enough time because we've been broken up for almost a year). It's kinda hard to not talk to him but I've been working on accomplishing goals that I've created for the year for myself. Accomplishing these goals keeps me occupied and not focused on talking to my ex and getting stressed out.

I have accomplished a lot of stuff that I'd like to get done! I've turned in 8 job applications so far and whenever new ones come up online I apply for more! No callbacks yet, but I'm excited that I'm getting myself out there. I'm in college full-time and I should be able to get my associate's degree this May (I'm not entirely sure, I might be a few credits short, but I'm so close). I'm going to move out as soon as I get a job, and I'm going to try to rent a room in my cousin's home (she and I are like really close sisters and she's a few years older than I am).

I feel accomplished, but stressed at the same time. I'm forcing myself to stay on task and accomplish all of my goals. I'm also forcing myself to concentrate on me and not on my ex. I'm very proud of myself even though I have a lot on my plate right now.

c:

Also: If anyone wants someone to rant to, a shoulder to cry on, or just someone to listen to your problems, my pm's are always open. I don't bite and I may even be able to give you some advice on the situation! <3

[.zombie]

i dont know why im so scared. im supposed to meet with a teacher tomorrow with my mom and my guidance counselor.
the teacher is so very intimidating please help.
if anyone has any advice id love some

[Herlock Sholmes]

I'M DROWINING IN EXAM STUDYING STUFF AGH.

[chanel]

my life has been a mess this past week,,, I just really need a hug..

[Herlock Sholmes]

my life has been a mess this past week,,, I just really need a hug..