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Re: Rare's contest! Pisces dog! Consolation prizes! COPPA to

Postby COparade » Tue Mar 13, 2018 2:03 am

It’s like,
everything shuts down,
and suddenly,
I can’t breathe,
can’t do anything,
but sit here in silence,
hoping it won’t last long,
wondering,
how I can possibly stay strong.
It doesn’t matter how happy I am,
how good things seem to be going,
the emptiness consumes me,
it’s the only thing inside me,
and nothing matters,
nothing will ever matter,
because I don’t have hope,
I don’t even want to be alive.
And I wonder,
if it shows on my face,
if the light leaves my eyes,
as soon as the momentum fades,
and I’m left alone,
given time to think.
I wonder,
if you can see how lost I am.
I’ve hidden it so well for 19 years,
but now my walls are falling,
my demons bursting through the seams,
so it just seems,
I can’t keep everything from showing anymore.
The hatred flashes across my face,
the depression lingers,
so I turn away,
I force a smile,
then force myself to say,
I’m perfectly okay.
But I’m not,
I haven’t been okay,
since I lost everyone,
haven’t been okay,
since the nightmares began,
I just haven’t been okay,
as far back as I remember.
All my memories are streaked with anger,
polluted by this sadness.
I still remember,
the day I first picked up the knife,
still remember,
the day I was truly ready to end my life,
all I remember,
is a house I never called a home,
a family that was never my own,
and this burning anger,
that’s been my constant companion.
I can’t be fixed because I was never whole,
even before the depression,
the hatred was eating away at my soul.

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Re: Rare's contest! Pisces dog! Consolation prizes! COPPA to

Postby twistersc » Tue Mar 13, 2018 4:25 am

Well Um Mine is called Night

As I woke from my bed
I heard A bump under the bed,
I was scared out of my mind
It sent chills down my spine,
As I peered Under the bed
I saw what I dread,
Are those my parents walking down the halls?
Or is it a monster called trawls,
A creepy nightmare he'd say
As he'd hand you a gross red lemonade,
As you slip deeper into this dream
I realized what I had seen,
I was gone to far
it was snar,
As I woke from the bed
What I saw was dread,
My mom sat crying
I sat there smiling,
My mom turned her head
And yelled with dread,
You've been gone for two months,
I realized those bumps under the bed where still there in my head

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Re: Rare's contest! Pisces dog! Consolation prizes! COPPA to

Postby nicoangelo » Tue Mar 13, 2018 10:30 am

Ok Everyone! I loved all the poems here, and it was so nice to see what people on here are capable of ^^ I have picked the three winners of these prizes, and will send them as well as everyone else consolation prize shortly. Here are the winners:

#1: aura.
#2: lonebluewolf
#3: WeirdWhiteStarDoggo


congratulations everyone on your great work! and coppa, I will accept the trades of the winners!

EDIT: I forgot the fourth winner! Congratulations Jasparrow!
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