bug, wrote:to;; anyone,
how has 2018 been for you so far? a lot of people have had different views, some saying that theirs have started out pretty sad but some have said its been way better than 2017, so im curious! ♥
\\thankyou for reading ;w;
Honestly, I don't even know anymore. I started the year pretty depressed because my long-term boyfriend broke up with me in October and it took a while to get over. I'm still not over it completely; I have good days and bad days. It gets easier everyday, though. I found someone new who treats me ten times better and I like to think that it is for the best. I deserve to have someone who loves me as much as I love them, you know?
I lost my only real female friend because she tried to start issues with other friends. What I've assumed is that she essentially ostracized me from our friend group because she wanted to be the only girl. I've never done anything to her so I can only guess that jealousy was a major issue. Anytime I would talk about CS, she would mention that she's a mod for a really popular band's official Discord. She always had to be a higher video game rank than me and would tell me that I didn't earn my rank fairly. I'm the president of a club at my university and she told me that I was only the president because the person who ran against me was no good. The final straw was when she left my boyfriend and I out of some plans she made, then when we found out about them she told us that she didn't invite us because we don't live on campus and she didn't think we would want to drive in the snow. Yeah, okay.
I never really liked her, but I don't have any female friends in real life so it was nice to finally have one. I am relieved that her toxicity is gone from my life. I made new friends and moved on. She's had a rough life pre-college so I don't fully blame her for her inadequacy issues, but it's something that I don't have the energy or sympathy to deal with anymore. I want to surround myself with positive people that lift me up, not bring me down.
I'm going to be working with one of my professors over the summer so I am totally stoked! 2018 is looking brighter than it ever has.
Ja983 wrote:Do all CS staff automatically get a custom? Cause I've only seen mods with customs :D
Yes, customs are a reward for the time and effort that staff put into the site. It's a way of saying thanks for all of their hard work.
Doglady88722 wrote:@Any staff member: What book series are you currently reading? (I'm currently reading Wings of Fire)
I'm reading Turtles All The Way Down by John Green right now. I've enjoyed it so far.
RoaringSkies wrote:This is for any staff member! have any good music recommendations? can be literally anything from 70s pop to dubstep!
I've been super into Shawn Wasabi and Halsey right now!
฿ØӾ₵₳₮ wrote:to seasonal
whats your favorite type of cake? (i don't like any of them, since im allergic to them eGGS)
and.. what is your type of.. uh, cats? (mine is norwegian cat!)
I'm not really a fan of cake either; I don't like the texture. It's so dry and spongy e_e If I had to pick one, probably almond/wedding cake.
I love Bengals, snowshoes, and Norwegian forest cats too!